So it has been 3 years since I last been on this forum. Well, my anxiety came back and it hit me hard. The thing is, this is only the beginning. And I know there is more to come. I feel just downright awful.
In the past when I was in my previous class something happened that led to my close friends leaving me. I was devastated because of that and it never was the same anymore.
So I join a new class in a new year and because of that incident I am not the same person. I would always watch what I do...
I posted a thread a week before.
http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/joining-a-new-class-tomorrow-im-really-terrified-58568/
I just can't relate to the class at all. They are all so relax and I am the type of person who prefers listening to the lecturer instead of talking things which is...
I'll be joining a new class tomorrow, a year two class and I am really scared. I don't know anyone at all from there so I will be this odd girl out. I don't know how I am going to fit in. The course that I am taking requires you to work in small groups. I don't know if anyone wants me in their...
I was really surprised because my mentor from 2012 sms me and she asked how I am doing. I never get any sms since I don't have any friends so getting one from her was really unexpected. Now I have not been doing anything since then and it's a really long time. I don't know whether to lie to her...
So I was feeling really anxious just now and for some reason I felt like talking to someone. So I decided to call a helpline and it was a suicide hotline because I have called them before in the past. Took me enough courage to call them because of my phone anxiety. A guy picks up and I really...
I'm looking for a new phone and I was wondering what phones do you guys use? I currently use a basic mobile phone made by Nokia. No android whatsoever but it is rugged and good enough for me to call and sms.
Have anyone experience this before? I really hate when this happens and I feel like it has always been happening to me since I was young. You met a friend or could be a group of them. You connect with them, hang out with them and do everything with them. But for some reason as time passes it did...
First and foremost I don't know if this is going to be a diary, journal or anything else for that matter. So I will just go along with it and post down whatever I am thinking. Always wanted to do this by writing it down but I never got around to accomplish that.
So today I bought a sleeveless...