Recent content by LycraPantiies92

I've got no idea what sharing love in a family is like as i've never had it. I think i heard my parents doing 'it' like once. We are now(me, mum, brother, any more family further away etc) are very distant. We talk if we have to kind of thing. Most of my family actually hate each other. But i...

Went on msn, a guy was on who i had spoken to once before and we spoke had a very nice conversation and spoke for hours before once. He even said he had enjoyed talking to me and hoped we'd speak again. He wasnt on ages after but i loved the conv and couldnt wait to talk to him again. He was on...

god damn hate this town. there's such a lack of aspiration... fcuk sake:mad: I am sick of myself why did i get made this unlikable. i wish people would stop coming to me about problems it seems youv sussed iout im a fukcing doormart well maybe you should try going to someone that actually...

I met a guy online who i spoek to for a prettttty long time, 2 years. We always got on through that time and we met up twice this year, as he said he wanted us to be friends, and to know me in real life etc He even spoke about relationships. And was on about if we got on etc. I was tooo. So i...

I think that is the title of my life. I've gone off another site, cos some people don't seem to want me on there v much. Got me thinking, 'well if i can't be allowed on a social phobia site then where the hell can i be accepted' I didn't think of an answer. Basically i'm still improving with...

Well, happy xmas and new year spw'ers. =] and hope you all got trhu xmas fine etc But now it's back to the same old moaning, the fact i was completely alone through xmas, and will be thru new year, sat at the pc, Staying up all night and sleeping in the day, coz there's just no point in life...

was a rant >__<

I hate to even say it as i may jinx it but now i think i am more likely depressed rather thna badly sa. I mean i can actually talk to people and have a wee convo. Ask people things..I'm still v quiet but maybe that's just the way i am. I'm pleased that i may have made wee bit progress but also...

when she is as ****ed in the mind as me?:(: i was at a gig the other week and then i realised hw outa touch i was from society.. i stood alone and they were all taking in their wee groups. tears actually came into ma eyes and i had to turn round coz i could have started crying. i felt so...

I'm wondering if how i feel could maybe be the start of bi-polar..or just anythin else lol, i really am desperate to know why i feel how i do. I won't put up with it much longer, i know when people read this they'll label me, there's nothing i can do about beeing the way i am..feeling the way i...

1st..don't reply if you don't like me or are gona say somthin nasty. I am trying to be decent about this all.. This is gonna sound paranoid in probably all parts..but here goes nothin.. Okay i have a crush on a guy i don't even know..and .. well..tbh nothing can happen. and i'm sure he talks to...

HAAAA. bullied. Naw. what i meant was that he's too damn lazy to get one. not discriminating any of you people who have reasons why you can't work. Fs. I'm going to leave now. Certainly didn't take much.

And this is probly gona be a ranty thread, or stuff i have said before but i can't actually hold it back I am so lonely [oh here we go again, who gives a sh**] That i would have probably got more attention if i'd gone out and cried on a street corner and seen if anyone wuda noticed/spoke to...

i feel that i really have to get away from here. all the same people i have known a lot of since i was a kid. i really do not wanna be around here in a few yrs time, i wanna make a fresh start. not that i think people would be any more accepting, but i need to get away from bitchin girls who...

Bye I'm going ita always the same. i cant get on anywhere i go, people are always gona be the same. i cant face people irl. now i cant face people on the itn. it's only gona be a matter of time before everyone hates me more aswell. i just cant face that so better go b4 it starts thought i'd...