I can't seem to accept and learn to love myself for who I am.
I want to know how other people forced themselves to think this way.
It really feels impossible for me.
Sitting out in public doing well with 2 good friends of mine who are dating each other. Anyway she decides to lean over and kiss her bf, in which I immediantly turned my head and felt my insides ready to come up. I feel depressed now...
I decided to ignore my anxiety and ask a cute girl out. Well she hesitated and asked "in what way? like hang out?" I said "yeah, sure". I find her on facebook and learn she is already in a relationship -_-. *sigh* I just can't win.
I recently joined this site to discuss my problem with others.
I like to think that I'm on the path to recovery, I've been doing the "Social Skydiving" exercise that forces me to talk to a stranger a day. It's hard but almost thrilling.