Recent content by Strong

I am typing this at 12:03 am, I'm surprised it's not later than this. For the past couple days it has been like this. I usually go to bed at 10pm and my mind won't let me fall asleep. So I just keep laying down until finally I do but then I wake up at 6:30. Well that's because my little brother...

So I've been studying like I should be, going to the gym, hanging with a couple cousins, playing video games (usually at night) If you remember my old thread I said I missed the sign up date for community college this semester I thought I'd let you guys know I have been studying. But besides...

I didn't sign up for college online classes and now it's too late. I'm not actually lazy except maybe in this instance but I just kept putting it off and was doing other things. My mom hasn't told me to get a job and she will support me but she is dissapointed as well. I have a hard time...

I've had a electronic music daw for 8 months. I really only tried using it for four of those months. But I did learn from it and even watched music theory videos. I have no friends irl or online beyond one cousin so even if I did spend hours of free time every day learning and got decent enough...

I don't know what to think of people, I must be an alien because I'm different. I went to school for 13 years and graduated this one. Kindergarten through 12th and didn't make a single friend. There were some that would atleast talk to me and I tried to become buddy's as best as I could. I...

My friend I usually sit with at lunch wasn't at school today so I sat with 9th graders. I've had classes with and know them, we're cool. But I didn't feel like sitting in there the entire time so I ate and went walking. (I have the last lunch period) My school has a second gym that's different...

So I was in gym class and we were playing 4vs4 basketball. I got picked by three really good players. During the first game they wouldn't pass me the ball. (probably cause I'm ugly)We beat the other team easy so before the next game I got somebody from the next team up to switch with me. I...

But I think I might be a sexist. Females don't talk to me so its like I've started to see them as an alien race. I can't help it. They always seem like they think they're better than everyone else. And they gossip all the time even my mom. On other forums males only like my post. I liked that...

I was talking to two guys online and they stopped talking to me. One even lived in the same state and the other from Texas. I had my cousin but he's staying after school now for ROTC practice. I was in an online chat room but they deleted it and moved to a new one. They invited to it but I...

listen to this sad story that happened Thursday. It deals with me and my s***** existence :(

There's been a girl at school looking at me recently. Does she like ugly guys or something? I could walk up to her and talk but I wouldn't know what to say.

I'm tired of going school everyday and being judged for being ugly. I woke up this morning and looked at myself with my phone camera. I could totally see why somebody asked me if I did drugs yesterday. I look different in every mirror, lighting and camera. I don't think I can ever be happy...

It's like a handicap but worse because no one feels bad for you they just don't want to be around you. And when they do feel bad for you it makes you feel inferior. Ive had some weeks go by when nobody looked me in the face when they talked to me. Even my own family. When I was small I started...

I can not sleep. I've tried stuff I read on the internet it doesn't work. I usually don't fall asleep until 12 and wake up at 7. I'm starting wrinkles under my eyes it gets me frustrated. Is there anything I can do besides visit a doctor? I tried that once and will never again. This happened in...

When I first started high school I didnt think ahead too much, maybe I didnt think id make it this far. But the way the school year is happening is wierd. Its suppose to be a big school but the senior class is the smallest one out of all the grades. And we didnt get that many freshmen this year...