Recent content by Ventrilo

That aren't retarded? I don't like bars and clubs..... And those seem like the only forced-social places I can think of.

yea too late, 20 and never been on a date or done anything. Now it's just embaressing -_-. Done.

I would have killed myself long ago

Don't know why but i do.

Nervous about going shopping tomorrow with friends. #1 I hate shopping. #2 I hate the mall. #3 I hate trying on clothes (i'm pretty convinced i'm ugly regardless of what i wear). #4 What i hate most of all is fucking asshole sales representatives (which i've been before) who harass you as soon...

And I'm sure I'm not alone on this one. My fantasy is simple, to find a real girl (not one of the far too frequent empty ones) who suffers from the same condition as me. It's so simple and my favorite part is how infinitesimally small the probability is, since if we both have SA and we have a...

Today at work (I'm a grunt) I was confronted by a superior diagnosing me as a "man child" (although I'm 19). I asked him the reasons why I was a man child and he started listing them, my dress (casual, always), my social relationships (childlike, although i'd say less than child like due to...

I was always shy as a kid, but being shy is not a bad thing. About 7 years ago I was in a serious car accident although I was relatively uninjured, a few weeks later someone relatively close to me died in a car accident (not family), i wasn't hit by sadness necessarily as much as how surreal it...