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Old 05-25-2008  
 

Seriously, i feel like i am painfully dying due to my depression. I am learning to accept the fact that there are people who were meant to be beautiful, some happy, some lucky, some rich, some outgoing, and some of us are not so lucky. I learned to accept the fact that, i will never be happy. Please don't tell me that i am young and that have years left to live life, because i don't think so. Depression can sure kill you...damn. I feel like a lost soul, like a criminal in jail, like a sinner burning in hell, like i am dead.
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Old 05-25-2008  
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Instead of giving up, try to succeed, so if you fail, at least you'll be able to tell yourself that you tried.

I often feel like I've been cursed, and feel like a failure. I also have some hard times when I don't see the light....but in the end I refuse to just give up. I wanna try everything I can to be "happy". I want to overcome my SP.

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Old 05-25-2008  
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I don't know what to say because i feel the same :cry:
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Old 05-25-2008  
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pls take some advice from me!

1 ignore doctors
2 ignore psychiatrists
3 investigate therapies - 1-2-1 therapies.

i found that hypnoanalysis.com really worked for me.
this is the best form of therapy i can recommend.
you can contact the site - use the cambridge uk phone number and ask for the therapy to be explained.
then you can find somebody near you who does this form of therapy.
go for it!
george.
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Old 05-25-2008  
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i kinda know how u feel. if you wanna talk sometime you can private message me.
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Old 05-25-2008  
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Depression is a much underrated condition, I know how bad it is. However it can at least be held in check, get some help, start by finding some self help internet sites.

I remember when I had depression before I started taking Lexapro, it was just hell sitting up on the computer suffering from depression and GAD.

Good luck!
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Old 05-25-2008  
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Sometimes I think depressed people are the most enlightened amongst us because they're the only ones who truly appreciate the futility of life. The fact is, you're right. I acknowledge that life is pointless, that life is an endless struggle for fulfilment, that life is a ying-yang where some people are truly unlucky and others seem truly blessed - but at the same time I'm going to try and enjoy it - for the heck of it - and make the most of it. You need to find a source of inspiration - one thing in the world you find truly beautiful - and let this drive you.
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Old 05-25-2008  
 

Life is just...NOTHING. I don't enjoy anything, i can't wake up to go to school and i graduate this year. I have been absent like 20 times, and i just don't care. I am so tired of everything.....of people and of feeling this way.
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Old 05-25-2008  
 

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Originally Posted by gmcn2003
pls take some advice from me!

1 ignore doctors
2 ignore psychiatrists
3 investigate therapies - 1-2-1 therapies.

i found that hypnoanalysis.com really worked for me.
this is the best form of therapy i can recommend.
you can contact the site - use the cambridge uk phone number and ask for the therapy to be explained.
then you can find somebody near you who does this form of therapy.
go for it!
george.
Due to anxiety and depression, i have a problem that i URINATE all the time. I always feel my bladder full and everything so will doing what you said, help me with that because is driving me nuts.
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Old 05-25-2008  
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AAAAARGH, it really annoys me when people say life is pointless and worthless, it is not, you/we/i am lucky to be here on this earth, even though every day you feel like dying, just remember that there are probably others out there 100% worse off than yourself. i've suffered from depression for 3 years, and yes it is tough,i've had those days when i couldn't get out of bed for like a week just crying and wishing my life was over, i got over it got back up, and went outside to see that life went on as normal and what was i doing just wasting it. i still have those days now, but i really try my hardest mentally to battle through them, there must have been a time once in your life when you were happy, when you feel like crap one day think of that, and push yourself to think that one day you could be like that again. rant over.lols!
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Old 05-25-2008  
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AAAAARGH, it really annoys me when people say life is pointless and worthless, it is not, you/we/i am lucky to be here on this earth, even though every day you feel like dying, just remember that there are probably others out there 100% worse off than yourself. i've suffered from depression for 3 years, and yes it is tough,i've had those days when i couldn't get out of bed for like a week just crying and wishing my life was over, i got over it got back up, and went outside to see that life went on as normal and what was i doing just wasting it. i still have those days now, but i really try my hardest mentally to battle through them, there must have been a time once in your life when you were happy, when you feel like crap one day think of that, and push yourself to think that one day you could be like that again. rant over.lols!
Just because there are others who has it worse does not mean that life is good enough. There's like a bar your life much reach to make it worth living. Anything lower than that bar is not worth it. Eveyone has their own bar.
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AAAAARGH, it really annoys me when people say life is pointless and worthless, it is not, you/we/i am lucky to be here on this earth, even though every day you feel like dying, just remember that there are probably others out there 100% worse off than yourself. i've suffered from depression for 3 years, and yes it is tough,i've had those days when i couldn't get out of bed for like a week just crying and wishing my life was over, i got over it got back up, and went outside to see that life went on as normal and what was i doing just wasting it. i still have those days now, but i really try my hardest mentally to battle through them, there must have been a time once in your life when you were happy, when you feel like crap one day think of that, and push yourself to think that one day you could be like that again. rant over.lols!
I been depressed since the age of 9, so thats almost 8 years with depression. To me life is pointless, i can't help it if i feel that way and i know that there are ppl starving and so on but when you are depressed nobody gives a fuk about ppl that have it worst. Its a mental state and i can't just snap out of it because it is not easy. I have moments when i feel like everything will be ok but is not true at all. I can't help it, i wish it was so easy to get rid of this feeling but i can't. I deal with my depression and i also have other problems that make it even worst. I can't get over it just like that, it just doesn't work like that. If it was that easy, then no one would be depressed.
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Old 05-25-2008  
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maybe u need a holiday. i ent bein sarcastic btw, maybe u just need a change of scenary!! i feel like shit time to time, and ive had depression before, everytime i have it, it ****s my life up a bit! ive had to stop having a drink at the weekend now because that triggors it off! which sux because i like havin a drink!! but ya know, rather be sober n happy n all that.

but what i found really helps is a change of scenory. it is well known that routine can be good, and it can be bad. if ur depresed but doin the same thing day in and day out, its like a ciricle. break the circle abit, and things ease up, not go away, but ease up.

get ur school work done, because ur gonna want oppurtunities one day, get ur grades, and as much as ur depressed, go to college or something!!! force yaself!!! no one can help you more than u can help yaself.
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Old 05-25-2008  
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hey, but that guy did say he has had depression for three years, its not like he doesnt know how you feel, he just looks at it diffferently.

there are two ways u can look at it. ur either a victim or you get on with it. choice is yours.

i too had it bad where i would burst out crying on the bus home and that!! lol dont even know why looking back. but i never gave up, i didnt wanna be labeled with this shit!! be another depressed number!! and niether should you!!

what made it worse is that i actualy let myself get into a state, i didnt just develop depression, i made it happen with things i done, which is worse because u kick yourself for it as well. alot of regret. but u can either look back, or move foward.

whats it gonna be?
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Old 05-26-2008  
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Depressed for life, To me depression is like trying to walk through setting concrete. Impossible. If you feel very low, like life is not worth living, do seek professional help.

Just because there are people worse off than all of us, does not mean our pain is not real. However, I believe we DO have choices, maybe not as many as others, and far far more than most on this earth, that will not change how we feel though.

I hope you feel better soon,

Peace xxx
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Old 05-26-2008  
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yeh agreed, depression ent something u can sorta ride out and hope for the best, its something u gotta make a effort to overcome, if professional help is what you feel you need, then yeh like fairy said, get some.
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Old 05-26-2008  
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i get where your coming from depressed4 life, but you really need to think positively, how do you know that one day everything won't be okay!? the futture is inevitable.

Marie knows best, lols! im a girl. and i totally agree, you either let this awful thing drag you down, or you try and battle over it, it's hard trust me it's hard.

Fairy001. in no way was i saying that our pain is not real, i've felt as D4L has, and in my own way i've come to let my depression walk hand in hand with the realization that maybe one day everything will be okay.

please don't think im preaching, i have no miracle answer to get rid of depression, because trust me if i did i wouldn't still feel the way i do! lols! just try being the optimist for once in life!

if life hands you lemons....
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Old 05-26-2008  
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uhm kay! it double posted! lols!
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Old 05-26-2008  
 

You are a healthy woman, only you are in depression.Your feeling(you say you lost your soul, etc) is a just a feeling.Is is not real...It is related with your serotenin(happiness hormone) level.Just it...
Except this you are ok...Accept it and do something for your depression...I know It is really hard but you can do it what you want, you can feel what you want to feel.ıf you want to be happy, then think positive things, do not remember your pat and focus on your goals, and eat chocalate...
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Old 05-26-2008  
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lol sorry mate, i dunno why i assumed u were a guy actualy?? lol xxx
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