Nala
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I've failed Uni (no chance of going back), my boyfriend has left me, I have absolutely no friends in real life, no job, my depression has gotten worse, and I'm at the lowest possible point in my life.
I have no real reasons to stay alive. I don't think therapy can help me anymore, I'm too messed up. I'm soon 30, my life should already be on track. But I'm in the same position as I was when I was 18. I thought my life was getting better when I got my first (and only) boyfriend, but now that he left me... I don't know. I don't think I have a chance of finding anyone else who can tolerate me.
I'm just so hopelessly sad and worthless. Every time I'm driving I'm considering driving straight into a truck to end it all.
I have no real reasons to stay alive. I don't think therapy can help me anymore, I'm too messed up. I'm soon 30, my life should already be on track. But I'm in the same position as I was when I was 18. I thought my life was getting better when I got my first (and only) boyfriend, but now that he left me... I don't know. I don't think I have a chance of finding anyone else who can tolerate me.
I'm just so hopelessly sad and worthless. Every time I'm driving I'm considering driving straight into a truck to end it all.