So I started going to this physiotherapist. I have been there 3 times. From now on I am suppose to go there 2 times a week. She's in her early 20s and has what I would say a perfect body figure. She's also have a beautiful face. It's not like I'm in love with her, but having this beautiful girl close to me, and sometimes toching me, is awkward. I have never been close to a girl before. They all seems to hate me. And I feel so ugly and disgusting. She probaly regret taking this job when she get's a pasient like me.
It also annoys me that she ask me questions which I keep wondering why she must have that information. She's my physiotherapist, not my physcologist. It's hard when the subject "social life" comes up. Since I don't have any at all, and wont get one either. She don't know that I have anxiety. She's probaly figured that I'm social retarded, or just retarded some way. I don't know what people think, but I'm sure it's nothing positive.
It also annoys me that she ask me questions which I keep wondering why she must have that information. She's my physiotherapist, not my physcologist. It's hard when the subject "social life" comes up. Since I don't have any at all, and wont get one either. She don't know that I have anxiety. She's probaly figured that I'm social retarded, or just retarded some way. I don't know what people think, but I'm sure it's nothing positive.
