Hi all amazing people here I hope it's going well for you.
For me, I'm left with this feelings and thoughts after the meeting with my social worker today.
I started going there in april, and since june I started going there weekly for support. This is the only social contact I have during a week now.
I told her pretty much everything about my life. How I feel worthless, and everyone hates me. That I have social phobia. Today I talked about my childhood, parents and growing up.
She has been supernice to me, caring and supporting, but I feel that it's come to an end. Two weeks ago I felt very depressed and didnt know what to say to her. It would have helped if she asked more but instead she told me that I could go home, if I didnt want to be there. Well... I don't know how other peole see me, but I NEED SOCIAL contact. The worst thing they could do is send me home.
In august when she is on vacation, I will start going to a psychologist.
She told me that when I started going there I didnt have to come to her anymore. From earlier meetings I got the understanding that she was going to help me, but now it feels like she just want me leave me as soon as I have someone else to talk to. I guess she doesnt like me...
Well I feel a little sad now. I have a new appoinment with here thursday next week. It will be our last before she takes vacation.
The thing is I like her very much and have gotten feelings for her. I don't wanna stop going to her. I feel I need her support and help.
For me, I'm left with this feelings and thoughts after the meeting with my social worker today.
I started going there in april, and since june I started going there weekly for support. This is the only social contact I have during a week now.
I told her pretty much everything about my life. How I feel worthless, and everyone hates me. That I have social phobia. Today I talked about my childhood, parents and growing up.
She has been supernice to me, caring and supporting, but I feel that it's come to an end. Two weeks ago I felt very depressed and didnt know what to say to her. It would have helped if she asked more but instead she told me that I could go home, if I didnt want to be there. Well... I don't know how other peole see me, but I NEED SOCIAL contact. The worst thing they could do is send me home.
In august when she is on vacation, I will start going to a psychologist.
She told me that when I started going there I didnt have to come to her anymore. From earlier meetings I got the understanding that she was going to help me, but now it feels like she just want me leave me as soon as I have someone else to talk to. I guess she doesnt like me...
Well I feel a little sad now. I have a new appoinment with here thursday next week. It will be our last before she takes vacation.
The thing is I like her very much and have gotten feelings for her. I don't wanna stop going to her. I feel I need her support and help.