dannyboy65
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I really haven't been myself lately it's stressing everyone I'm close with. When my parents talk to me I get annoyed quickly. I've been playing more video games then I usually have. I also don't take in everything people say. I feel terrible for putting all this stress on people especially my girlfriend who is still being more caring then ever but I've been nothing but difficult for her. Like she told me 3 times she works all weekend and I forgot all 3 times. I feel pathetic, I love talking to her and listening its just been hell in my head for a few days now.
The voices in my head are starting to come back. I'm starting to see stuff that isn't there. I lose focus all of the time, I can't process half of the stuff that I am told or that I see. The other day my girlfriend came over to see me and I honestly forgot how I even got to her vehicle. I can't sleep anymore, I just have constant nightmares. I'm scared I'll lose everything because of this illness I feel ashamed for even having this illness. I feel ashamed for having to take medications. I just want to be normal again before I lose everything :kickingmyself: I know my girlfriend won't leave me I know that it's just the voices they lie to me, they scream at me, they are never quiet anymore........
The voices in my head are starting to come back. I'm starting to see stuff that isn't there. I lose focus all of the time, I can't process half of the stuff that I am told or that I see. The other day my girlfriend came over to see me and I honestly forgot how I even got to her vehicle. I can't sleep anymore, I just have constant nightmares. I'm scared I'll lose everything because of this illness I feel ashamed for even having this illness. I feel ashamed for having to take medications. I just want to be normal again before I lose everything :kickingmyself: I know my girlfriend won't leave me I know that it's just the voices they lie to me, they scream at me, they are never quiet anymore........