Trust me, you're not alone. A lot of us have OCD. It definitely takes a toll on your life and many times it isolates you from life and everything else. These past few months things have been getting better, but right now I'm so paranoid that I do have work on Monday (even thought its a Federal Holiday - Columbus Day) and that if I miss work I'll get fired. I've actually considered jumping on the train and going into work tomorrow morning just to make sure that I for sure have the day off! It's weird, I know I have no work, but I can't help but get paranoid that maybe I actually do. To the normal person, I'm sure this sounds really weird, but I bet some OCD sufferers know exactly how I'm feeling. If not, then I must be crazy!