I miss those in my life that have died, like my great-grandmother in particular. When I first met her, I was acting so distant towards her and I regret that whenever I think of her. I should have acted at least a little friendly towards her, but I can't now. If I could meet her again, I would tell her I'm sorry and that, no matter how cold I am, I will always love her.
I also miss my first real crush on someone. When I was with her, I felt so brave and strong; I did a lot of foolish things for her, like openly scooting over to her desk that was a little bit far away from mine, just so I could talk with her
. I also acted with so much bravado when I was around her, but then, I had to leave due to "family problems". The next time I saw her, I completely froze and became speechless; I couldn't even speak to her. The last moment I remember was my graduation from 6th grade and I wanted to tell her how beautiful she looked. But, I lost the courage and my friend had to tell her for me; her response was "thank you." I wish I could turn back the hands of time and tell her everything that was on my heart.