Jess123
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I'm a seventeen year old with severe SA from New Zealand. I'm actually quite loud at home and with people I know but when I went to school I was literally silent. I could go an entire day without saying a single word. I was absolutely miserable. I left school after a suicide attempt this year but still got into uni because of my good results in year 12. I'm terrified of going to uni next year and I feel I really need to actually go and live at the college in order to become comfortable and make friends. I'm scared my parents won't pay for me to go and live in the halls and I will just live at home for ages and it will be just like when I was at school. I'm probably going to kill myself if they don't let me leave home.
Sorry that this is rambling and incoherent. Also, my doctor just prescribed me citaolpram and it makes me feel really tired and anxious. I really want some xanax but she won't prescribe it. Any advice for my awful life?
Sorry that this is rambling and incoherent. Also, my doctor just prescribed me citaolpram and it makes me feel really tired and anxious. I really want some xanax but she won't prescribe it. Any advice for my awful life?