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MollyBeGood

MollyBeGood

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People only care about you insofar as they can use you, or dominate you or both. Otherwise nobody really gives a c r a p about other people. Life is really good for nothing.

"To live-that means to be long sick."
Socrates

Sorry all, but my apathy and dislike of people sometimes feels like it will eat me alive to keep inside.
 
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w*n*c*a*m

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My social anxiety is kicking up again. I checked my roster and I have to work with this guy for several days. He is harmless but he has a sarcastic mannerism so I try to avoid him as much as possible. I know he can feel that I don't like him and I can sense that he dislikes me too. Now I couldn't find any ways or excuses to avoid working with him. I know this is irrational but you know how SA sucks no matter how much I tell myself that everything's ok... the more I stress out. I couldnt sleep well, couldnt eat properly, I've been lying a lot just to get away into this situation in the past--- and my dishonesty makes me feel horrible as well--- like I might get karma in the future for taking the easy way out. Now I can't do it anymore. The whole two weeks will be a torture for me. I feel like I'm doomed already. My husband doesn't know what's going on with me. I don't like talking anything about work when Im at home. As much as possible I want my work and private life separated. If I'm only rich I'll do everything not to work with people.
 
Ithior

Ithior

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Alright, I have survived two driving "lessons" so far. Not actual driving lessons, I've had a license for 4 years. Just practising with my dad since I hadn't driven in 2 years. I like driving slow, but I still managed to complain about some guy going really slow (going at 25 km/h).
 
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Monkish1

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Been really antisocial lately, mostly due to some rude people, and an impossible situation. It's time to reconnect with good friends. Need to find someone decent to enjoy time with.

Escaping to my deserted island. Fantasies are great! Making plans to create this in reality. My island resembles a trailer in the boonies, but I'm not picky.

I want to bring joy to others, and feel good inside.
 
SoScared

SoScared

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Man, that was a rough few hours. Don't know where it came from. I think I'm OK now but its not good to feel like that.
 
Ithior

Ithior

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The good thing about not having many friends on facebook is that I can thank each person who wished me a happy birthday individually, unlike my sister that received so many messages that she had to write one post to thank them all.
 
Ithior

Ithior

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I'm reading comments about people who can't run, punch things, etc in their dreams. I used to be like that, but I somehow managed to get past that mental obstacle and I can do those things now. I think it is because I am very slightly aware that I can convince my mind to make me run properly/throw punches properly, even though I am not aware I am dreaming. It's hard to explain, it's like being aware you can control your dream without being aware that you're actually in a dream.
 
anomicdeer

anomicdeer

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I want to order a replacement screen for my iPad Air (my son crushed the screen and put it in the shower). Before I took off the screen the iPad still came on when it was on the charger but the touch screen didn't let me do anything. I'm sure because of the water damage I would have to keep it charged so I don't know if I should even bother, if it will even work after replacing the screen anyway.
 
Courtney27S

Courtney27S

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I just want someone to feel like home again. Someone to give a back rub when my back is bothering me. Someone to ask me how my day was and really care about my response. Someone to cuddle up to at night and make me feel warm and safe. Someone to give my absolute best to, who is actually deserving of it. I'd like to know that this is going to happen but I'd also like to know if it's not. That way, I can give up the dream before it's too disappointing.
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Courtney27S said:
I just want someone to feel like home again. Someone to give a back rub when my back is bothering me. Someone to ask me how my day was and really care about my response. Someone to cuddle up to at night and make me feel warm and safe. Someone to give my absolute best to, who is actually deserving of it. I'd like to know that this is going to happen but I'd also like to know if it's not. That way, I can give up the dream before it's too disappointing.
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I can totally relate to this.
 
S_Spartan

S_Spartan

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Courtney27S said:
I just want someone to feel like home again. Someone to give a back rub when my back is bothering me. Someone to ask me how my day was and really care about my response. Someone to cuddle up to at night and make me feel warm and safe. Someone to give my absolute best to, who is actually deserving of it. I'd like to know that this is going to happen but I'd also like to know if it's not. That way, I can give up the dream before it's too disappointing.
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I gave up the dream. The juice aint worth the squeeze.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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PugofCrydee said:
I'm in such a dark place right now.. I wonder if I'll see tomorrows sunrise
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Hang in there Pug, nights like that can be long, maybe if you can talk to family or friends might help. That's what I did, I've also called Lifeline once or twice.
 
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