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GrandWarrior

GrandWarrior

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Really love pokemon, but playing pokemon go isn't possible...sucks that it forces you to go outside and walk around.

Have to look for ways to make it seem like there is movement when there isn't...
 
Opaline

Opaline

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How much grass could a rabbit pass if a rabbit could pass grass?



Well I guess they do, but I don't know how much. And I'm not Googling.
 
GraybeardGhost

GraybeardGhost

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This has not been a good day. Tomorrow will not be much better. I doubt I'll ever have good days again. It looks like it will be at least a week, maybe two, before I'll be able even to think about going anywhere. Supplies are dwindling, and I have no way to restock. Even ordering delivery food is out of the question at this point. Not many options left, not much hope.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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I was listening to an interesting interview on radio national. The interviewee reckoned that the thrill of love was the discovery in a lonely world the feeling of being accepted. That rang true to me.
 
BlueDays

BlueDays

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NamiraWilhelm said:
Trying to find employment as a social phobe makes me not want to be alive any more. Every job ad, 'fun outgoing confident person required'. How am I supposed to live? I can't even get beyond the interview, how can I fake confidence when I'm sweating like a beast, have offensively red flushed cheeks and my throat goes so dry I start coughing all over the place usually then leading to a panic attack? So low right now.
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I know what you mean. It makes us feel like we are freaks, as only the outgoing people are considered normal human beings in todays society. It seems like only the outgoing people are worthy of being employed. :sad:
 
MollyBeGood

MollyBeGood

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Someone asked me the color of the house I lived in. I couldn't remember. This is why I get so anxious when I talk to people. I made up the color but it was really awkward and the person I was with was like "No it is white"
We were talking to someone I was trying to make a good impression on. I shouldn't bother caring honestly. I don't care really but I cannot believe I didn't know and I still would have to check to make sure white is right. What is wrong with my brain?
I have never had this problem before. I know it is anxiety but now it is scaring me more. I think stress has completely fried me.
 
GraybeardGhost

GraybeardGhost

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Still digging through papers . . . finding more questions than answers. What was I doing in Statesville in April 2000? Did the girl drag me there for some reason, or did I just go nuts and drive 100 miles there and back for the hell of it? I'll probably never know, and I don't guess it matters anymore, but it does raise some doubts. What other episodes have I mislaid among the shadowy wrinkles of my brain? Have I lost happy memories or merely repressed the bad? How many more holes in the cheese? :idontknow:
 
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ronja

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Im tired of being me. The world seems like such a great and interesting place but I never get to experience it much because I am like a scared deer in headlights whenever I am out in sociaty. Ive tried to change, to learn to be more social, it doesnt work... what to do?
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
damsel22 said:
I wanted a group of friends.
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ronja said:
Im tired of being me. The world seems like such a great and interesting place but I never get to experience it much because I am like a scared deer in headlights whenever I am out in sociaty. Ive tried to change, to learn to be more social, it doesnt work... what to do?
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Yep, I can definiitely relate to you both. More so, you, ronja. Because I feel exactly the same about the world... about my life in general, really. :sad:
 
treegirl

treegirl

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i feel i'm a lousy communicator and it's bringing me down. i don't say the right things, i don't say enough. blahblahblah. :kickingmyself:
 
treegirl

treegirl

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i wish i had a crystal ball.

also, on the topic of communication, I'm amazed two people can ever communicate effectively at all. it seems like such a crapshoot. a single person's world view is drastically different to the next person's. there's so much incongruency, jumbled meanings between two people at any given point. it blows me away. :S
 
State_Of_Trance

State_Of_Trance

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treegirl said:
i wish i had a crystal ball.

also, on the topic of communication, I'm amazed two people can ever communicate effectively at all. it seems like such a crapshoot. a single person's world view is drastically different to the next person's. there's so much incongruency, jumbled meanings between two people at any given point. it blows me away. :S
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I feel this way all the time. I love coming to this site and reading posts that I empathize with so much that they very well could have been written by me.

Also I make a point to learn from each miscommunication. It's really hard not to just feel bad, though. I think communication is all about being in the present moment. When I have a communication fail it's usually because I'm in my head too much. Fittingly enough, I'm just now realizing that if I wanted to make this point clearer I'd have to re-write it but it's 1:30 AM and I have work tomorrow at 8:00 AM, so...Solidarity!
 
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