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Old 01-12-2017
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It has been a while since I have been on here.
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My laptop broke and since I am broke I am making do with some old computers now.
Not a bad idea, making the best of what you've got available.
Though, what you said, just reinforcing why I decided to keep my old laptop when I bought a newer one.
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I'm really scared for my future. I'm probably going to die of Alzheimer's or some type of dementia. Given how much information my brain has process at any one time. It's overwhelming, really. Stressful, even.

Since it's always down to me to remember things; beit: Being aware of posture and gait whilist walking - something that takes more focus when yer disabled. Or some trival info; what I said in a previous conversation, etc. Or more over, it's me correcting my own mother when she mispronounces a word or she'll feign being dumb and pretends not to know the words she's trying to say. Then she'll get irritiated by my correcting her, half-jokingly, half genuinely pissed off.

It's just frustrates me, because I'm not nearly as educated or as sophisticated as I might first appear to be.
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I'm nervous but also excited to start this new job in february but right now I just have idle hands.

..and it doesnt help AT all that I miss my friend so much.. I know she's busy but I don't see why she can't just contact me a couple times a week at LEAST. There was no good reason for her to write me off COMPLETELY...at the beginning of the month she would call me almost everyday after work and then it seems like in the blink of an eye it all just changed.


Sometimes I wish I could forget about her, the way she has obviously forgotten about ME.....but then I listen to one of the voicemails she had sent me and I just want more than anything to be friends with her again..
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It has been a while since I have been on here. My laptop broke and since I am broke I am making do with some old computers now.
Good to hear from you again, Hoppy, hope things are OK despite being broke.
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Old 01-13-2017
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..and it doesnt help AT all that I miss my friend so much.. I know she's busy but I don't see why she can't just contact me a couple times a week at LEAST. There was no good reason for her to write me off COMPLETELY...at the beginning of the month she would call me almost everyday after work and then it seems like in the blink of an eye it all just changed.

Sometimes I wish I could forget about her, the way she has obviously forgotten about ME.....but then I listen to one of the voicemails she had sent me and I just want more than anything to be friends with her again..
You got KICKED IN THE GUTS mate, and it's gonna take a while to get your breath back. I'd probably react in the same way, or worse. That's why i tend to avoid personal dealings with people in general.
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Some things will never change, nor can they ever.
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Old 01-13-2017
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That's why i tend to avoid personal dealings with people in general.


The path to the dark side, personal dealings are.
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Old 01-14-2017
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The path to the dark side, personal dealings are
I'm not being sarcastic when i say that i really do agree.
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Old 01-14-2017
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As if I need yet another reason to despise the wee town in which ah live.
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It's difficult trying fit in socially when ya standout so much from those around you.
The world is a sick place, people can be a cancer to themselves and those around them..I would rather stick out like I do now but I also want the benefits that come with being a regular, functioning member of society. Not everyone can have their cake and eat it too.
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The world is a sick place, people can be a cancer to themselves and those around them..I would rather stick out like I do now but I also want the benefits that come with being a regular, functioning member of society. Not everyone can have their cake and eat it too.
I'd rather be a regular, functioning member of society. I'll take that over always standing out.
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Old 01-15-2017
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"Spontaneity is the spice of life"
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Old 01-15-2017
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I don't understand people, but I quite understand myself, so there ye go!
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Old 01-16-2017
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About to begin week 3 of the year. In week 1 I read off and on each day, M - F. In week 2 I read 1 hour each day, M - F. In week 3, I plan to read 2 hours each day, M - F. The challenge will be fitting work outs in. Another challenge will be remaining mentally engaged and not "zoning out" and just passing my eyes over the word. We'll see how it goes.
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Old 01-16-2017
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My grandfather taught me how to fight
Old fashioned stuff like wrong and right
But all around I see his morals
Buried in a mess of money troubles
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Old 01-17-2017
 

if she would only just call me. we could apologize to each other and be friends again.
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Old 01-17-2017
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Just another typical day...
quite restless
are we rushing?
getting aggressive?
getting a bit restless/nervy?
getting sick of?
yeah, maybe we are, but nothing else to do, too scared to...
irritable as ****
just going thru the motions
bit of a drag
yeeaahh
yeeep
talking to myself
entertain me
still going strong
now what .. nothing else to do
...
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Old 01-17-2017
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I feel like I'm constantly questioning every single word that comes outta my mouth. Because I unsure... Have I said this? Is my point clear? Is that the right word? Ugh! And still, my words get twisted. Ah think I'm just going to stick to that whole "Man of few words" cliché? Since I'm happier to accept people assuming I'm a dumb c*nt than speaking and confirming I'm exactly that.
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Old 01-18-2017
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Old 01-18-2017
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This world is really, really screwed.
It's only a matter of time.
The only good thing about this is it that it's hardly worth worrying about anything anymore.
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