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Aletheia

Aletheia

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ShyKiwi said:
I want to make another thread because I have something on my mind and am curious.. but meh.. I dont know. I think I just annoy people mostly with all the crap that I spew out.
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Dude, you start some of the most interesting threads around here. Bring it on.
 
BlackPuma

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Since it was freezing out (and I want to try a low-cost/natural fridge), I decided to leave a bottle of water outside. It seems some of the water is still trapped inside.

I find ice/ice forming such a fascinating thing.
 
this_portrait

this_portrait

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I baked lemon poppy seed muffins at around 2 in the morning. They look delicious, and I just had two of them and they taste pretty good, too. Kinda more lemony than the ones this cafe I go to serves, but still yummy!
 
MrJones

MrJones

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So yesterday night I reunited the courage to finally go on cam on a chat and I stayed for a few hours. It was scary, but it was cool too, thanks to the awesome people that were there :)


Last night activity confirmed 2 things to me:

- Though those few slight symptoms of agoraphobia are turning into the proper disorder, I feel my social phobia is going better. I can post pics, I can go on cam, and irl I can talk to people more freely.

- I need people. I smiled last night several times, and the last time I did so it was last year, november or so. It's funny because people say that we need people in our lives, but also that we have to be able to live alone. I don't really understand it, but I don't think I'm strong enough to live alone for so long. I need and I want people in my life. People who are friendly and that care about me, and that I can do the same. I tried to care about people but people I know irl seem to not give a **** about me ::(: I guess that when they already have enough friends they don't want someone like me to bother them.
 
BlackPuma

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MrJones said:
Thank you both *hugs*

I feel like I'm just an attention wh**e who complains a lot >.<
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I totally get it. You should know how often I bother my cat when I need some attention. Ever 60- 120 minutes at least.

I think everyone that has experienced loneliness gets that you're not really a bad person. It's just one of those things that get the better of you when they drag on.
 
MrJones

MrJones

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blackpuma said:
I totally get it. You should know how often I bother my cat when I need some attention. Ever 60- 120 minutes at least.

I think everyone that has experienced loneliness gets that you're not really a bad person. It's just one of those things that get the better of you when they drag on.
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That's why I need a cat :3

I do hope it gets better, because I know I started to be annoying time ago for some people >.< (not everyone, but some people already gave me hints that I should keep some things to myself lol)
 
megalon

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I've realized I had plenty of opportunities to make friends in the last few years, but the rare times when people try to get to know me, I just shut them out and push them away.
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