Sadness and Depression turing to Anger

lifesnotfair

I don't know about anyone else, but i know that somedays, my depression turns into extreme anger and jealousy over how other people have life a lot better, i tend to tense up when i see couples together, or how guys are a lot better looking than i am which in turn gets out the women, or have all the friends.

its almost i hate the whole social niche that we have created, and i just don't fit in to anything. I just don't want to do anything social, nor do i want to get involved with others

GettingThere · Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2005 11:12 pm Post subject:

I know what you are saying but its not a healthy attitude. If you take that sort of mindset then you will only become more alienated and your SP will get worse.

Fredscarecrow · Advanced User Joined: Dec 11, 2004 Posts: 423

and thus you get even angrier as you seclude yourself form yet more contact.

tommy_15 · Advanced User Joined: Nov 16, 2004 Posts: 351

i agree aswell. the first step to beating sp is to want to.

Guest · Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2005 11:38 pm Post subject:

You sound like the main character in the book "Notes from the Underground" by Fyodor Dostoyevski -- read it.

lifesnotfair · Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2005 11:45 pm Post subject:

do i choose to be like this.. nope... i am just getting more and more upset everytime and every day. it really upsets me how some people can go through life without any care. I just don't get how some people can interact with each other, especially men and women, which pisses me off, when couples are in public

guest · Guest

you are an artist, you dont need this shit

LA323 · Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 12:38 am Post subject:

your unhealthy attitude is only gonna get u worse, and bsides, NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS BETTER LOOKING THAN ANOTHER , a person might see u as ugly and boring, but to another person u might be the most interesting, and handsome person, and someday you will find that person, u just have to wait and she will come, and it will be the best experience ever.

raoul · Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 2:44 pm Post subject:

beakersafreak · Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2005 2:55 pm Post subject:

I store up a lot of hostility as life goes by and I feel beaten by society walking around with my head down eyes to the ground. I take the long way if i feel there's to many people to dodge. So once a year I go to ozzfest and get into the moshpit and knock fuckers down. when I walk away people see the big dude with giant nipple rings and blood running and insane look in my eye's and they clear a path. And for one day I rise above society and look down on them for a change.