Joined: Aug 05, 2006 Posts: 145 Location: Monterey, California
Posted: Sat Aug 11, 2007 9:41 pm Post subject:
Snaefridhur
It only takes one use to become addicted to certain drugs. No one who decides to try drugs ever says "Yeah - I'd like to be an addict". Think of all the addicts out there - not one of them wanted to become addicted.
Using drugs or alcohol to relieve bad feelings is really a path to addiction. I often wondered about how my father became an alcoholic. I now realize that he was manic depressive and he was using alcohol to make the bad feelings go away. But they never went away for long - so he always had to drink more.
Drugs are the same way - although if you try to take drugs to make the bad feelings go away - you have to worry about constantly getting money, more and more money to pay for the drugs...and then maybe a lawyer to help you get out of jail or into rehab.
Yes people are desperate. But it's sad for desperate people to acquire more problems just trying to get rid of other problems. Going to a psychologist and to a positive, supportive church has helped me. There is something out there that can help you - but not drugs.
The best is coke, great stuff, if you can get in in 'good quality'.
I bought a couple of grams before when I've been out clubbing, just on the odd weekedn out here and there, haven't had any for a while.
It's always pot-luck that you're gonna' be given good quality coke, because a lot of dealers "cut" it, with other stuff, just to make more profits...
But as soon as you snort a couple of lines, you know wether it's good shit or not.
It gives you great confidence, you feel like the man, y'know whatta' mean?
The downside is, the feeling wears of really quickly, after like 5 minutes, so that's why it makes you wanna' keep doing more lines, to maintain the feeling/buzz of cinfidence...and then, before you know it, you're whole gram has gone, and then you feel like shit because you're all out, lol!
LOL!!!!
That shit makes you look like a complete idiot and you can't even see it.
Posted: Sat Aug 18, 2007 5:11 pm Post subject: Re: I do want to experiment with narcotics, but I have no ac
Snaefridhur wrote:
as in the subject. hello.
I want to savor with their action, get to know them, enjoy with their action! But I do not have any access, it is trouble to me to go to bakery for the bread or get water.
do SSRI treatment can destroy these urges for drugs in me?
good bye
A person with OCD does not have the urge to do something that they know it's bad . They have anxiety at the thought of doing something bad or something bad happening to them if they don't prevent it do rituals around it .
Please, do not think about taking drugs. Yes, you may feel you want to feel better but think about it this way. You take the drugs, you feel better, but then, when it stops working, you'll want to take some more. And since your body will become depended to the drug, you'll always need it and maybe the drug won't have the same effect you had.
So you'll search for other ways to bury your Social phobia pain. Drugs will only kill you emotionally, you'll rely on them to feel good and that won't fix the prob.
So please, even tho some people say it's their life so they can do everything they want, understand that once you do drugs, it will be hard to get out of them.
Try to get some help, some counseling. And talk to somebody about it. I'm not asking you to talk to your parents but if you know someone your family who's willing to listen to you and to help you in your endeavors, that will be great.
Yeah but if you are gonna do shrooms/lsd make sure you don't do too much. And halucagenics are definetly not a good thing to play with while suffering with mental problems coz you could end up doing something stupid!!
Beleive me I'm not chatting shit I have done alot of stuff in my time.
I know a guy who hadn't worked in 6 years due to mental problems, him and his girlfriend who is my mate also took some shrroms (they had done them plenty of times befor) and he ended up jumping out of his flat window which was right at the top of a high rise block.
I wouldn't recomend doin that stuff in your own either if you havn't don it befor as if your paronoia kicks in whilst tripping hard it can be like stuck inside a nightmare.
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