Almost everyday. It is easier really that to answer questions about what's wrong with me or why i am unhappy. Most people don't care anyway and those who do cannot understand or give any real help.
It pisses me off when people react to me when I look depressed or grumpy. They have to learn to accept me for who I am especially when I'm mentally disabled. I cant pretend to be happy. That is because of the severity of my symptoms.
Joined: Aug 17, 2007 Posts: 1017 Location: Wales, UK
Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 10:53 pm Post subject:
I feel fake when i pretend to be happy. If i say something funny and make someone laugh i feel guilty for being funny, as if i am betraying my true personality if that makes any sense?
I totally relate to this as I have two personalities my Real One at home and the one I put on when I talk on the phone or walk out the door..Sometimes it's so much stress but it's the only way I know how to deal with it...
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Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 1:10 am Post subject: Re: Do you ever just pretend to be happy?
LittleMissScareAll wrote:
...although all you wanna do is cry and/or you don't feel like smiling at all?
I do sometimes.
Yeap so do i. People think they understand but they don't. I have social phobia/depression and anxiety. I talk to this girl who thinks oh you can change it oh you don't need medication and blahblah as if it that easy. I pee all the time due to my anxiety so i told her that i need medications b.c my bladder is overactive and i always feel it full so she's like medication will makeyou worst. You dont need to see a psychiatrist, they will just drug you and blahblah. CHange your life....YOU KNOW ITS NOT THAT FU.CKING EASY. :'(
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