Im so pissed off with this.. All i do is run my life with worrys, i feel most people are out to get me... like most people know me and in some way, i must of upset them some how, or maybe upset someone they know, so now they hate me... and want to hurt me...
Im scared of fighting and scared of fighting back...
Its controls everything in my life.... excuse after excuse to get out of going doing anything....I worry about things that happened years ago and am starting to get a little stressed with it.....
sorry about my first post,but it feels good to get it off my chest!!!!
I felt so horrible earlier. I was so miserable and irritated by everyone that I kept getting really snappy and b*tchy which makes me feel so much worse! Like someone was in my face trying to talk to me about depression yesterday and they were like "well I find the best thing to do is laugh" and I made a b*tchy remark. I get so easily annoyed by happy people lol... And it makes me feel so evil
Joined: Mar 20, 2008 Posts: 79 Location: California
Posted: Thu Apr 17, 2008 10:03 pm Post subject:
I've felt quite bad for the last couple days. I felt pretty good yesterday morning but the longer at work the more depressed I get just sitting there comparing myself to everyone all day. I told myself I wouldn't do it but I can't really help it much. Ya the last couple days I've felt really down and empty but anyway. Maybe today will be different
Joined: Oct 13, 2007 Posts: 346 Location: U.S. OF A
Posted: Sat Apr 26, 2008 6:38 am Post subject:
well since i last posted in here my tooth had gotten a hell of a lot better. It doens hurt anymore, thank god for that!
But now i am detoxing from the chat God i am so dramatic. But seriously, I think its only been an hour and i already wanna get back on there. Ive been off the chat but not off the computer.
And I cant believe another week has gone by. It feels like its only been 3 days maybe. Im wasting my life. BOOOOO YOU SUCK SLEEPY! ...... Bet your sweet ass i do
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