Crash Modem

jthompson02 · Guest

Crash your so tired of this, sick of that. Crying about how people dont like you. Hey fucker, get off your computer adn go outside. Take a walk wtf would your mom say if she saw you like that, heres what i think she would say.

"Crashmodems Mom" Damn i knew I should have gotten that abortion coverage, cus this fucker is one huge ass mistake"

Yup, ***** now and forget about the pain. Tell your mom that your sorry that you were borna dn just end it all man. THat goes to the rest of you who want to *****. STOP TALKING ABOUT IT AND FUCKING DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

crashmodem · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 12:51 am Post subject:

really.. maybe you would like to live my life for a day...

is your life so peechy too? do you have everything going for you?

fear · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 1:50 am Post subject: Make a change

Hey crash, if you spent as much time lifting wieghts as you do complaining about your life on your computer you would chicks all over you and guys wouldnt laugh at you cuz they would be scared shitless.

Flax · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 2:15 am Post subject:

Hmm, not positive, but was it you who started this topic Crash Modem? Seems odd that a guest would go out of their way to say cruel things to you in a topic dedicated to you. And the person who responded after you, is that you as well? Hmm... guess I could never prove any of this.
I do think you whine a lot, but I guess everyone does at some point. I remember I was on a chat room in IRC and I was telling people how depressed I was and how I hated my life and some guy callously told me to quit whining and that I was weak-minded. I got angry at him when I got angry I felt like I proved his point. I started thinking about it and came to the conclusion that I was the one keeping myself in depression. I was always putting myself down 24/7 and staying negative all the time. I decided to remake my thought process so I don't fall into slumps as easily. Now whenever I get down and start hating things I try to stop the thoughts from arising and I tell myself over and over that it's not always going to be like this. Most of the time it works and sometimes I fail and fall into a pit. I'm glad the guy in the IRC chat room called me weak-minded that night, I know he's an asshole, but it helped me learn some things about myself.

Jess333 · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 5:07 am Post subject:

Wow, am I glad JThompson is not a psychologist. Wouldn't that be fucked up if you had a serious problem and went to a therapist in search of help and they told you to just fucken die?

God, hey there's a plan! Yeah, that's better than coming to websites like these in search of help.

Hey JThompson02, people come here to find help, just like you did. And we try to help each other out here. Just a guess, but your advice probably isn't going to help out very much.

Take your negative fucken attitude elsewhere holmes.

Very Happy

Jess333 · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 5:14 am Post subject:

You know, my favorite artist Elliot Smith killed himself, he stopped THINKING about it and just fucken did it like you say. He had self-esteem problems and depression and decided that plunging a knife into his heart would be the best way. He will never have a chance to see the sun again or breathe fresh air or feel love again, who knows where his soul is!? He let it all beat him and gave up.

Stop telling people to kill themselves, that's awful.

Jess333 · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 5:15 am Post subject:

Stop letting someone elses posts get you so pissed off. Everyone has a right to be here.

johnoo · Guest

Yeah, I agree with Jess

Orlando · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 9:57 am Post subject:

jthompson02,

I agree with Jess and Johno. I look to this website for support and encouragement. Suggesting suicide to other people just because they are talking about their feelings is not right. If you don't like Crashmodem's posts, then comment on another post. Crashmodem has every right to say what he feels.
You have every right to say what you feel too. However, I think you crossed the line when you suggested suicide. I felt what you said to Crashmodem was mean-spirited and spiteful.
If you needed someone to talk to to bounce ideas off off of, I would not tell you to ***** because you've had a bad week, month, year or lifetime.
What makes you so angry?

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-Orl

Guest · Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2004 2:04 pm Post subject:

Hi everybody...

You all have made some very valid points, however I can feel jthompson2's frustation as well, and Crash, I am not intending any offense toward you but just trying to be objective...

Crash is continually finding fault with our suggestions and sympathy to his presumed complaints, it's like having someone sitting next to a bowl full of cherries desperately wanting to have some to eat but not wanting to pick the bowl up themself and eat them. Then someone suggests to them that they do just THAT and they respond by making excuses why they just can't do it for themself. (I might hurt my back..... etc.)

Frankly, if I don't find a solution to my problem(s) in one place, I look someplace else, yet Crash keeps coming back HERE...... for what? I can't help thinking he is so bored or frustrated that he is playing some sort of "cyber game" with all of us to see how far he can push us before we reach our limit.. and I also can't help picturing him laughing at how quickly jthompson2 did , but..... in my opinion, I don't think jthompson2 DID reach any "limit", I think he may have been attempting to get Crash to do something positive once and for all and nix the whining (reverse psycology).

Originally, I felt sorry for you Crash, but I don't anymore, I feel badly for you as I do for an alcoholic, an alcoholic that loathes themself and loathes their situation but they aren't to the point yet where they loathe themself ENOUGH to give up the "buzz"... so they continue to keeping "feeding" on it, and there is absolutely nothing we can do to help them until they really want to help themself.

What exactly IS IT you want from US Crash? It's fairly obvious we can't say anything, or certainly DO anything to rectify your situation, so what don't you just came clean and tell us what you really want or expect of us and why you keep coming here?