i am lost and worthless

nineteen · Newbie User Joined: Apr 22, 2008 Posts: 1

Hello people i am new to this site. I just found it and thought i would give it a go as i am feelingso bad. I have BPD and depression, for about seven years now and cant seem to see any light at the end of the tunnel. I think about and plan my death constantly and have taken several serious overdoses. I get images in my head ofme killing myself in various ways. I also self-harm even though it upsets my family. I feel guilty about this, they deserve better. I am generally pretty worthless and dont really deserve to be in this world. I am lost.

dottie · Intermediate User Joined: Sep 06, 2007 Posts: 277

u are lost but you are not worthless

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recluse · Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2008 8:04 pm Post subject:

I feel your pain nineteen.

shynobody3 · Newbie User Joined: Apr 22, 2008 Posts: 11

IWouldPreferNotTo · Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2008 10:18 pm Post subject:

Tell us more about your problems, maybe we can help you.

blonderedhead · Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2008 10:53 pm Post subject:

you are DEFINITELY NOT worthless and DO deserve to be in this world *hugs you*. I empathize with you. I self mutilate as well and have overdosed also. Feel free to P.M. me if you need a chat. And welcome to the site! Theres so many people here that relate and empathize. I hope it helps and theres always a light at the end of the tunnel Wink

Don't give up on it. I wish you happiness.

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"But she's not afraid to die, the people all call her Alaska
Between worlds so the people ask her 'cause it's all in her mind"

putdown · Newbie User Joined: Apr 10, 2008 Posts: 7

to mimeteen:
I can understand you.I went out that mental prison for a time.

As saying goes,God help those who help themselves.
Would you mind telling me what had happened to you
in brief?
In my mind,you still have some dreams to realize.

nephatitus · Newbie User Joined: May 10, 2008 Posts: 9

your not worthless

even i go through what your going through time to time

but you are not worthless because thats impossible for somebody to be worthless. O and thoughts suicide thoughts you are having with your family being emotionaly hurt indicate that they themselves think that your not worthless. You need to find something to get your mind off that subject so you can feel better before another cycle of that thought comes again

ellin · Newbie User Joined: Jul 07, 2008 Posts: 1

You should consult with a doctor. This is an illness which can be cured by medication. There are many options available in the market for depression, anxiety and this type of mental health issue. Xanax is one of the best medicines available in the market for this. You can find more information about xanax at http://www.xanax-effects.com

VioletTears · Newbie User Joined: Jun 09, 2008 Posts: 44

Hi. I do the same things. I hide it from my family because I don't want to upset them, but it just makes it even worse because I'm crying for help but muffling my cries... I have no idea what to tell you. I don't know if it can get better or not. I just wanted to say I understand your pain and you're not alone, even though I know it feels that way...