Posted: Fri May 02, 2008 9:44 am Post subject: Re: Depression.. I don't know.
RedRibbons wrote:
... I still felt shitty and depressed, but then, when I was walking home, I started to feel like.. the whole thing was an act.. And that I really don't feel depressed at all. And it's just an excuse to get out of working.
I relate to this a lot. When I'm on my own I generally feel fine. I know exactly who I am and what I think....it's only when I'm around people that my brain turns to mush and I start to get terrified feelings like needing to run away and hide from the world.
so it may have felt like an act on reflection, but if you're anything like me, then it definitely wasn't.
as for advice, maybe you could try and get a job where you're not around people so much? i.e. for me I work in a supermarket at the moment but basically everyday all the weakest parts of my character are higlighted which doesn't do much for my self esteem....so I'm thinking of changing career and becoming a truck driver where I spend most of my time alone.
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