Why did my mother gave birth to me?

Depressed4life · Posted: Tue May 06, 2008 10:09 pm Post subject: ..

But who told her to give birth to me...god. Its better to be dead than to live the life i have....!!

Everything, i can't be my own person. My father is an ass.hol.e. My mom prefers her other family, she ignores what i have to say. SHe gives everything else to her other family, shes old fashion and doesn't understand anything.

xSleepingBeauty · Newbie User Joined: Apr 20, 2008 Posts: 11

Im sorry your in a really bad place right now. Sounds really shitty. Yeah, your mom gave birth to you, and she a pretty crappy person. But you can learn from this. Never be like them. But of course you already know that. Lots of people do not have good relationship with their parents either. Cause lots of people of rotten parents.

Just try your best to hang in there. Find another job, save your money. Maybe try to find a roomate and get the hell out of there. I wish I could help more... Sad

IcarusUnderWater · Advanced User Joined: Dec 24, 2007 Posts: 305

DP4loife, i was the mug of the family for a long time. You are not alone!

lonely_world · Intermediate User Joined: Jul 04, 2007 Posts: 136

Whoooo hoo! Hon, calm down! Listen, I know you HATE your family with everything you have, but you have to be strong for YOURSELF. Hating them only gives them power over you, to make you feel like you do. Just remember there will be a day when you can slam the door in their faces, and never look back if you don't want to. For now, just try to be nice even if they are jerks. Surprised

Depressed4life · Posted: Thu May 08, 2008 3:13 pm Post subject: .............

I try to be nice and all. But OMG, they are all backstabbing bit.ches. Seriously, enough is enough. I am tired of them having fun with my mom's money while if i ask my mom for a party or something she complains. Her family is in latin america, and if one of her grandkids asks for a party, clothes, jewelry shes so happy to give it to them. I walk around with ripped pants and if i ask for anything she says i am conceited. My aunt...that lives in latin america is always telling my mom what to do and that is ruining my life. My father on the other hand, is rude and has no heart. He doens't love us and i can't even ask him for 4 dollars without having him talk shi.t. I am only 16 years old and they act as if i am a grownup that should be working to get some money. My parents don't financially support me, mentally and emotionally. While my 18 year old niece...gets everything she wants because my mom gives it to her. My mom says that i am conceited but WAIT, her niece walks around dressing all nice and i look and dress all crappy. SHe prefers them and i am fukin tired of that shy.t. I just want to fukin dissapear!!!!!!!!!

nephatitus · Newbie User Joined: May 10, 2008 Posts: 9

kill them

just kidding

but seriously, your going to have to eventualy move out and live (hopefully) far away from them since you hate them with every inch of your soul. This way you will eventually forget about those people (and the fact that they ever even existed) and start your new life. This might sound easy coming from some random person like me but you can do it if you really really hate them.

Your hate is the source of your own salvation