i love summer. the nice days at the beach with my beautiful girlfriend, just enjoying time in the sun. also, the outdoor parties where we go and hang out with people, just barbecuing, drinking some beers and hanging with some of our close friends. it is a time when i get to catch up with people and see how everyone is doing. and then at night my girlfriend and i can lay in a field kissing, gazing at the stars and talking about how great life is.
Summer's been and gone here. Temp. is getting colder and winter is just around the corner. I actually didn't do much over the summer, but I still enjoyed it - didn't get too hot here. Ah, warm weather and sunshine.. just puts me in a better mood, even if all I'm doing is sitting out on the deck and reading a book.
Joined: Aug 17, 2007 Posts: 1153 Location: Wales, UK
Posted: Sat May 10, 2008 9:55 am Post subject:
[quote="princess_haru"]Summer...
Then there are all the people walking around half dressed, being loud and obnoxious and determined to "HAVE FUN!!!" It feels like anyone who's quiet or unhappy is totally unwelcome and even more out of place than usual.
I'm very conscious of my body so i hate showing it. I have battled anorexia in the past but i still am insecure about my body.
I'm very conscious of my body so i hate showing it. I have battled anorexia in the past but i still am insecure about my body.
Me too. It's been a while since I was really in the grip of an ED (age 14/15) but it still affects me and I've had a few relapses. The self-consciousness never seems to go away
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go out for a walk by yourself, or to the park or beach depending on where you live, I sometimes just choose a driection and walk to see where it takes me.
it's sunny here too. :o I live in Florida, lol. Well I don't have anyone to go out and enjoy it with either. Lately I've been gardening alot... alone. :[ Well the flowers kinda keep you company. ;)
Joined: Aug 17, 2007 Posts: 1153 Location: Wales, UK
Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 5:53 pm Post subject:
princess_haru wrote:
recluse wrote:
I'm very conscious of my body so i hate showing it. I have battled anorexia in the past but i still am insecure about my body.
Me too. It's been a while since I was really in the grip of an ED (age 14/15) but it still affects me and I've had a few relapses. The self-consciousness never seems to go away
I was also that age when i had it. I had counselling and i battled it for almost a year. But it's true that the self conciousness never goes, i'm 27 now but i still feel bad about my body.
I was also that age when i had it. I had counselling and i battled it for almost a year. But it's true that the self conciousness never goes, i'm 27 now but i still feel bad about my body.
Yup, 26 here and still paranoid about my body in almost every way possible I sometimes wonder how much damage I did to my mind and body at that age. I was just over 6 stone at my lowest, and always felt useless for not reaching my goal of 5 and half stone.
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