Really sorry to hear what has been happening to you and that I haven't been online to this last 24 hours to help. I've left you a longer message. I'm really glad you were locked out of your car and that your friend was there for you. Hope things get better for you soon- I honestly think that they could. Maybe not perfect but I think with your caring personality and talent with words you have so much going for you. I know life must feel unbearable for you at times but I would urge you not to take those pills. Hope things get more bearable soon.
"I know if I do something rash it will hurt my family greatly, but I'm hurting them in life as well."
If you are "hurting" them now, then that means they really care about you. If they didn't love you so much then they wouldn't care. They would rather you hurt them while you are alive because that hurt is easier to recover. If you died, they would never recover and neither would you.
Death is a huge step and shouldn't be an option. Everything will be okay, just give it time and you have to make the changes too.
Please message back and let everyone know how you are doing.
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