Ups and downs?

Edith · Intermediate User Joined: Feb 08, 2008 Posts: 110

God!! some days I feel incredible and I can run up to anyone and be social and feel amazing... and then there are days like today where i wake up and feel like the worlds biggest peice of living shit. I feel like a reanimated corpse that is slushing it's way through the day waiting to die.

WTF? I did nothing differently yetserday than I did today, and yesterday was amazing.... today made me want to crawl into a hole and die a painful death.

Who else has this kind of psychological dredge and torture inflicted upon them by their sadistic minds on a semi-regular basis, like this little lamb here?

FUCK!!! Fuck my fucking life!!!!

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Argamemnon · Expert User Joined: Jan 15, 2008 Posts: 611

I feel like that almost every day. This can't continue though, I must make changes in my life.

Sacrament · Advanced User Joined: Aug 15, 2006 Posts: 440

Bipolar?

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aj · Posted: Thu May 15, 2008 4:53 pm Post subject:

Yes, every single day. I can start off happy in the morning and then quickly turn to shi*t when I realise it's another day nothing's changed.

recluse · Posted: Thu May 15, 2008 6:05 pm Post subject:

Yeah i have ups and downs all the time. I can be elated one minute then i will drop down and feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I hate my moodiness.

scorpion · Posted: Thu May 15, 2008 6:32 pm Post subject:

I use to be like that but now i am learning the virtues of patience, changes with this problem dont came day to night, so, with a plan, persistence and patience, small stuff start to happen.

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x000x · Newbie User Joined: May 07, 2008 Posts: 78

This happens to me all the time. One day I feel great and the next... BOOM, I feel awful.

Edith · Intermediate User Joined: Feb 08, 2008 Posts: 110

I've actually been keeping trck of my moods on my calaendar to see if there is some kind of trend. Maybe I'm more likey to get bummed out or lonley of elated and excited at certain times of the week or month. So far I only have enough data for 2 months... not enough for a trend, but I feel like there may be one there.

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"There is a girl in New York City who calls herself the human trampoline, and sometimes when I'm falling, flying or tumbling in turmoil I say, 'Whoa, so this is what she means.'"
- Paul Simon

wooaah · Intermediate User Joined: Apr 24, 2008 Posts: 108

I get that a lot too. I wish there was some way to trick my body into the up day mode.

Argamemnon · Expert User Joined: Jan 15, 2008 Posts: 611

Doing the same thing (usually unproductive things) each day over and over again and getting the same results is what kills me.