Do you Enjoy Complaining?

SleepingBeauty · Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 11:21 pm Post subject:

omg what the hell! why does my friend feel the need to come over without calling first! and then being all pissed that i didnt answer the door quickly enough. i mean, i couldve been in the shower or something. and she didnt actually say she was mad, but i could hear her outside calling my name all annoyed.

and then the hoe wanted to stay to chat! like is she serious? sorry im not explaining the whole story but i didnt want her to stay. and thank god she didnt. she just wanted to bitch at me about someone else for like 5 minutes and left.

thank god she didnt wanna use the computer cause i had the chat up and the forum. i dont want her to see it!

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Carstuar · Posted: Mon Apr 14, 2008 12:47 am Post subject:

Brace yourselves. This is going to be one self-sentered and whiny post.

I'm going to start out by saying how much I hate that I suck at expressing my feelings with words. This much: |-----------|
It'll probably take me 1-2 hours just to write this post, and the end result will still not be 100% accurate.

I've grown tired of all my music. My taste in music is very limited. I like a few bands alot, and a few songs from other artists, but that's it. I like to listen to my music every waking hour, unless I'm watching a video/TV show/Movie. I very rarely like something if someone pushes it onto me. When people tell me about songs or artists they think I should try out, I usually just automatically hate them.
I know this is a very destructive way of thinking, but what can I do about it? lol
Just now, I realized that I hardly ever laugh anymore. "lol" has become meaningless, and I catch myself using it way too much, when, in fact, I'm not laughing at all, I just didn't know what else to say.

Summer is coming up. There is only one thing I like about the summer:

*Driving up to a lake with my friends to go swimming.
Things I DON'T like about the summer:

Another thing that really pisses me off is how every day is exactly the same, and I don't see any progress.
I don't have anything to look forward to, and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. All I ever do is struggle to survive another day of misery. I have no hopes, dreams or ambitions, except maybe meeting someone special someday. But then again, who would want me in my current, self loathing, state? It's a vicious circle, and I know that if only I had some sort of motivation, I could break free. But I really don't know where to start, and it's frustrating. My therapist doesn't seem to understand me, and just wants me to "get out there" and put myself in a social situation. Well, guess what? I can't. Not on my own.
I have tried many different therapists, all equally useless to me.

I'm so sick of not being able to relate to most people's interests and discussions. Sick of feeling alone all the time (even among friends), and sick of feeling like I can't do anything about it. Whenever I try to do something with my life, I end up screwing it up or avoiding it. Every time I try and fail, I feel worse than I did before I tried.

I curse the fact that I am socially crippled, and my own worst enemy.

miriah · Newbie User Joined: Apr 13, 2008 Posts: 25

i get really annoyed because all people ever do is complain to me because i just listen(im not one to voice my opinon) and whenever i try to complain about my issues they just turn it in to theirs. so yes i like to complain whenever im able to because i never get to. my life sucks, my friends want me around but treat me like crap, my parents ignore me, and i absolutley hate school and want to drop out even though im only in 9th grade but i guess what kid doesnt. well i have more to complain about but i guess thats enogh for now.

SleepingBeauty · Posted: Fri Apr 25, 2008 7:41 pm Post subject:

HELL YA I ENJOY COMPLAINING!!!

ive been bitching in the chat room, but i really need to stop feeling that room with all that negative crap.

So basically, im in a GO FUCK YOURSELF, kind of mood. Evil or Very Mad

...thats me right now.

maybe i should get drunk... and then call my friend to tell her how i REALLLY feel about her. ill be like.....Hey GIRLFRIENDDD....just wanted to call to say i fucking hate you and i dont wanna be friend anymore.... ya i wish. i wish she would move far far FARRR away. so we can just drift apart even more then we have already.

Why am i putting myself through this shit for???? its totally not normal to be so unhappy about a "friend". she really affects me way more then she should. Why did i have to be born...made into a coward. someone who cant tell people the truth. ok im done...

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HideNSeek · Newbie User Joined: May 06, 2008 Posts: 7

bleach · Posted: Sat May 10, 2008 12:49 am Post subject:

Had to spend $600 today to fix my car which is a piece of shit to begin with.

My life is not worth living. At all.

scorpion · Posted: Sun May 11, 2008 8:05 pm Post subject:

I HATE PEOPLE THAT FORCE ME TO DO THINGS I DONT WANT.

Agrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I realy hate having to do something i have no interest in doing, that tells me nothing, that doesnt motivate me one little bit, just because someone thinks I should.
I hate my old boss for not respecting my will, for not listen to me wen I say NO!!

I dont want to have a successfull career!
I dont want to be big!
I dont want responsability!

I just want peace and quiet.

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whit3tig3y · Posted: Fri May 16, 2008 1:07 am Post subject:

this is a great idea! i like to complain alot, well i don't like it, but i always need to tell someone my complaint or it will frustrate the hell out of me, and my work friends are getting sick of me. well here it goes!

i'm in a relationship i hate
ive never got enough money
im too fat but cant be bothered doing anything about it
i miss my family
i want a baby but cant have them
i dont like working i want to sleep and dream all day
i have no friends everyone at work hates me

wow.. putting them all together like that makes me feel miserable Sad

SleepingBeauty · Posted: Tue May 20, 2008 4:09 pm Post subject:

hmmm, well first off let me say that I feel really bad for not reading eveyones post in this thread. I usuallly just come in here and bitch about me. But I promise I will read them later Very Happy

Anywhoo, I hate eating when I just wake up. HATE HATE HATE. Im trying to get down this stupid instant breakfast thing, but its so gross. But i have to eat something cause i gots to go places and i dont want my stomach to growl or whatever. BOOOOOOOO. Its 9am and this is fucking early. But at least I didnt wake up to it being super duper hot. Im actually a bit cold Very Happy

Oh and also, I didnt take out my trash last night Sad

I just kinda forgot cause I was too busy being depressed and shit. I really wanted to throw out my cigs and get rid of them FOREVER! But now I have to wait another week before they are REALLYY gone! Sad

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Siren · Newbie User Joined: May 14, 2008 Posts: 50 Location: USA

I'm really pissed right now because the girl I sit next to in one of my classes seems clueless as to what's going on around her. She's so inconsiderate, she always puts all her crap on my desk and doesn't even appear to notice when I try to nudge it back over so I at least have enough space to do my work.

It's just so annoying when I know how I bend over backwards to please other people and to not be in their way, and they never notice, and then I always run into oblivious, self-centered people.