I have no life

whatever12 · Newbie User Joined: May 15, 2008 Posts: 17

Who feels like they don't have a life too? I'm sitting home today on a Friday night because I have no friends. I feel like I've wasted time thinking about my social anxiety instead of resolving it by going out there and making friends Crying or Very sad

ripewithdecay · Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 9:40 pm Post subject:

Yeah, I'll be spending the entire weekend by myself.
I do not even have online friends to talk to.
Probably sleep a lot, watch a lot of movies, play a lot of video games, zone off with a lot of music. These are things that numb the burning depression, and help me through one more day - one more day closer to death. 22 years down, 50+ to go. I can hardly wait.

IcarusUnderWater2 · Intermediate User Joined: Mar 15, 2008 Posts: 209

whatever12 · Newbie User Joined: May 15, 2008 Posts: 17

Posted: Sat May 31, 2008 7:40 am Post subject:
Yeah, I'll be spending the entire weekend by myself.
I do not even have online friends to talk to.
Probably sleep a lot, watch a lot of movies, play a lot of video games, zone off with a lot of music. These are things that numb the burning depression, and help me through one more day - one more day closer to death. 22 years down, 50+ to go. I can hardly wait.

Hey ripewithdecay..I'm 22 too. I got invited by someone to watch them in concert today..and chill to with them after the concert..but im not going to go because i don't have a friend to bring along with me. I'm trying become friends with this one person that I just met but I can't even bring along a friend with me to go to a concert that I've gotten invited to attend tonight by a potential friend..its pathetic..i got to get out there more and make some friends. Sad

ripewithdecay · Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 10:15 pm Post subject:

Are you insane?
Someone invited you out to a concert?
Dude, I would kill to be in your shoes right now.

whatever12 · Newbie User Joined: May 15, 2008 Posts: 17

ljwwriter · Intermediate User Joined: Oct 31, 2007 Posts: 214

I feel the same. Today I've just been alone all day long, hoping someone would call me about a job. No such luck, of course. So I'm still sitting here until my sister gets home tonight, and then I'll read and go to bed wondering why the hell I'm still alive.

Ajuna24 · Newbie User Joined: Nov 19, 2007 Posts: 53

ignore this

Ajuna24 · Newbie User Joined: Nov 19, 2007 Posts: 53

I sleep until 2pm, get up and spend the day mostly in a dark basement room. There's not very good air in this room, but here I've got my computer, TV, and sofa on which I sleep on.

I have like one good friend which I rarely see. I have a couple of buddies though, but that's not the same thing you know.

Right now I'm 20 years old...and I can't see any future for me.
Functioning like a normal person in this society just doesn't come to me, like it does to others.
I'm wishing I could be someone else

Well.. just know you're not alone in this. In the end it won't matter anyway.

I just felt I needed to make this post.

Sad

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bcguitar · Newbie User Joined: Dec 24, 2007 Posts: 22

Hi

I feel the same way, I havn't been working for 5 months now cause I'm to chicken to go and apply for a job and I don't like change.. so I just sit at home playing video games and watching movies .. day after day .. my life stinks .. I have one good friend , went golfing today so was nice to get out of the house for a change , was invited to go to a stompede with rides and shit but don't know if I will go .. I just feel pathetic and ugly and hate going places cause i feel like ppl are staring at me and being like look at that freak..

life blows !! Mad