Had a girlfriend once but she had never met me. When we did I was afraid she wouldn't like me so didn't say much making her hate me which was exactly what I was trying to avoid. I couldn't help it. She then said I was boring which didn't do my confidence much good.
17 and never had a boyfriend.
There are a number of guys I know are interested in me, but I act like an ice princess to them and always push them away. It's so frustrating, especially since there's one I really like, but I can't stop myself from ignoring him and being so cold to him over and over again.
I am 17 and I've never had a "real boyfriend".
However, I have had two "boyfriends" by name only. I've only each of them in person once (we started talking online). I was afraid to tell them no because I didn't want to hurt their feelings. The first was when I was 15...and a big mistake. He was my first and only kiss, but that was all he seemed to be interested in. I finally got the courage to tell him I didn't want to continue things a week later.
The next one was last fall. He was in his 20s, and I was naive enough to believe him when he told me he was madly in love with me, so I really didn't want to say no and hurt him. Big mistake. He was emotionally abusive to me for the few weeks that I talked to him. But, I didn't kiss him or anything.
Never having a real boyfriend has been kind of hard for me, just for the fact that I come from a family where everyone else is almost "never single", while here I am "always single". Other than their comments about it, it doesn't bother me that much at all.
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