Can't answer the phone. Very private. ashamed. empty

jaidacoy · Newbie User Joined: Mar 02, 2008 Posts: 13

i know i have social anxiety but it iwll take a long time before i get in an office to do something about it. meanwhile i dont answer the phone.. and when i look at it or get a messege from someone who wants to 'hang out' with me.. i get so anxious and scared its terrible. iv lost every relaitonship i ever had. it just seems hopeless. i want to die so bad. i dont have the strength for any else. my mind is so consumed by loss and fear.. and from years of bottling up my thoughts and emotions..
i dont see myself ever being happy. i wish death was in front of me. and was painless. i wish i had never existed. i want to end the pain. i am consumed with anxiety

Depressed4life · Posted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 3:31 am Post subject: ...

I totally understand how you feel 100%. I was in that situation and well now i don't go out anywhere. I am 16 years old and a senior in HS and i just go to school and come back home and sleep and use the computer. The only person that i speak to on the phone is my bf and when the phone is ringing, i get extremely nervous and anxious. I hate talking to people on the phone, people annoy me, in school lets just say that i am a loser. Sometimes i do wish i was dead, i just feel like i will never be happy. Perhasp, being happy wasn't made for me but i seriously don't have any hope or plan for the future. I hope you get better, i am not trying to be more negative or anything. I was just trying to let you know that you are not alone.

Pinker · Posted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 4:32 pm Post subject:

Picking the phone up i'm not too bad, making a call is sometimes impossible.

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miss_amy · Intermediate User Joined: Nov 21, 2007 Posts: 237

I cannot answer a phone either. I can only make a call if its to someone really close to me like my mum, sister or husband.

Katex88x · Posted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 8:36 pm Post subject:

I'm the same Confused

I tend it find it harder to make calls than to receive them although I still get very anxious.

IceNerveshatter · Newbie User Joined: May 28, 2008 Posts: 47

sar_sarz · Newbie User Joined: Nov 06, 2007 Posts: 13

Oh my god, i thought i was the only crazy who couldnt answer the phone, at my worst the phone ringing almost give me a panic attack!
i wont use a phone unless to call my boyf!

Im glad im not the only one!

i know things seem really bad at the moment but things usually get better, they might get worse before they get better.
you might just have to roll with it, i used to be centre of attention crazy out every weekend now i barely leave the house, aint seen my best mate in a month, its hard at first cos u think you are loosing out.
Dont be too hard on yourself xx

Psychedelicious · Posted: Fri Jun 20, 2008 6:19 pm Post subject:

For me making calls is much harder. I actually have almost no problem picking up the phone when it is soemone who I don't know.

milo001 · Intermediate User Joined: Jun 18, 2008 Posts: 104

i can't answer the phone either.i can't even answer the door.i can only make a call if i really have too or the person is really close to me.i'll be nervous if my dad said there's a phonecall for me.SAD sucks.

can you guys please join the forum i just make.we can share our feelings and thoughts about how SAD affect our lives.you can learn about other anxiety as well.i really need members right now.thank you.

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