Posted: Sat May 31, 2008 7:40 am Post subject:
I'm trying become friends with this one person that I just met but I can't even bring along a friend with me to go to a concert that I've gotten invited to attend tonight by a potential friend..its pathetic..i got to get out there more and make some friends.
did you end up going?
theres no need to bring a friend! my experience is that if i have 1 person i know in a crowd of strangers, ill just talk to that person and chicken out of meeting new people. Even if the situation ends up sucking, no one's keeping you there. Can always just leave.
I definitly spend all my weekends by myself too. When i finally get my precious days off, its so hard to drag myself out of the house and do stuff. I always just want to relax, read a book, listen to music etc...
to lessen the guilt of a no life weekend i find it helpful to try to do a couple "social" things during the week. Maybe join a class learning something that interests you.
Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 7:33 am Post subject: Re: same
bcguitar wrote:
Hi
I feel the same way, I havn't been working for 5 months now cause I'm to chicken to go and apply for a job and I don't like change.. so I just sit at home playing video games and watching movies .. day after day .. my life stinks .. I have one good friend , went golfing today so was nice to get out of the house for a change , was invited to go to a stompede with rides and shit but don't know if I will go .. I just feel pathetic and ugly and hate going places cause i feel like ppl are staring at me and being like look at that freak..
life blows !!
Yeah so basically the same thing with me. That is what I did today. I slept until past noon, and then I was going to go meet my pretty much only friend but then I didn’t feel up to leaving my house. which wasn't the firsttime tht happenedSo then I just played simcity 2000 and simtower for 5 hours, and ate dinner and then did that some more.
It is like bad. I just feel so bad that I don’t even want to do anything. It fucking sucks. I don’t know what course of action I should utilize to alleviate these bullshit circumstances. It is interesting/cool to see people doing the same thing as I though, I feel cool to read that all these people feel similarly to me, even though I wish we weren’t feeling this way.
Yeah and speaking of not going to concerts, I really want to go see one of my favorite bands on Thursday, but that is just a band situation. Hundreds of people you don’t know crowds, the venue in a city. So yeah
Joined: Jun 21, 2008 Posts: 9 Location: My own little world
Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 7:31 am Post subject:
ripewithdecay wrote:
Yeah, I'll be spending the entire weekend by myself.
I do not even have online friends to talk to.
Probably sleep a lot, watch a lot of movies, play a lot of video games, zone off with a lot of music. These are things that numb the burning depression, and help me through one more day - one more day closer to death. 22 years down, 50+ to go. I can hardly wait.
That's the saddest thing that I've read in a while. Probably because i completely relate.
Joined: May 06, 2008 Posts: 139 Location: Brisbane, Australia
Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 2:28 am Post subject:
I don't have a life. This weekend I am going to golf with my dad for his birthday. Other than that I will listen to music and play video games. Pretty boring I know.
Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 11:41 am Post subject: Re: same
bcguitar wrote:
Hi
I feel the same way, I havn't been working for 5 months now cause I'm to chicken to go and apply for a job and I don't like change.. so I just sit at home playing video games and watching movies .. day after day .. my life stinks .. I have one good friend , went golfing today so was nice to get out of the house for a change , was invited to go to a stompede with rides and shit but don't know if I will go .. I just feel pathetic and ugly and hate going places cause i feel like ppl are staring at me and being like look at that freak..
Joined: May 03, 2005 Posts: 1162 Location: England
Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 8:01 pm Post subject:
asubscriber99 wrote:
i feel like everyone around me is working toward a goal, a future plan, while i'm still floating in this world.
that's what i often felt, that i'm always part of sb else's plan.
does anyone feel like that?
Yes.
Or moreover, i'm more of a dreamer. I have some goals, but they're very unlikely. When it comes to real day to day life no I don't have any goals, I can't find any enthusiasm for it.
Yeah i feel the same way theres this one person that i hang out with that i went out with a few of his friends yesterday. For 6 hours i literally had nothing to contribute to conversation when i said maybe i should head home while they were going to go out again they didnt even pay em attention:(. This has happened alot i wish i had things to say. Most of my time is sleeping and listening to music and computer games.
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