emotions

Chrisfishes · Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 11:25 am Post subject: emotions

The more I am realizing about myself in this waking up process in amazing. I'm 27 now and can't remember having a wide range of emotions in my life. I think I was either scared or relieved I wasn't scared and reacted accordingly. I didn't see at as fear then but I recognize it now as fear. Does anybody else feel like this? Also do you find there is anybody you can be around that you are not affected by your sp, or is it everyone?

InMyTree · Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 7:20 pm Post subject:

Not sure what you mean by your first question but I never get sp around close friends or family,, is this the same with everyone?

unleashed · Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 7:45 pm Post subject:

depends how bad i have it at the time.

Chilling__Echo · Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 7:56 pm Post subject:

i'm not too sure what you mean, are you saying for the a long time you were either scared or glad you weren't scared when really all the time you were scared?

if that's what you're talking about, alot of the time i'll lash out at people in anger when really i'm just feeling the affects of pride being stomped on, and fear of seeming stupid.

Chrisfishes · Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 9:05 pm Post subject:

I guess more what i was saying was that I can't remember the last time I was really angry or really sad or really happy more of just a mono-emotion, if that makes sense. When I am around people I am worrying/scared/tense and when I am on my own, I almost feel relieved but not much else. So the only emotion I feel is fear. I can't think of other emotions can anyone help me out?

unleashed · Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 7:10 pm Post subject:

a buddhist told me that people act out of either love or fear. im feeling a lot at the moment. it really hurts. a lot.

Chrisfishes · Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 7:19 pm Post subject:

Well I don't feel much love so that leaves fear. Oh well, it was hot and sunny today so not all is bad.

MadCat · Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 7:32 pm Post subject:

I like it when it rains. When I see the sun my first reaction is IT'S TOO damn hot.

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