feel so horrible right now

bushica · Newbie User Joined: Sep 24, 2008 Posts: 5

i feel so horrible right now, my family is invited to this huge dinner party and as usual i do not want to go. i had made up my mind and promised myself that i'd go this time but i just cant do it. my mom is upset with me, shes tired of lying to people and making up excuses because i don't show up at any of the parties, this would be the last party before i get married and move out of my parents house so she wont have to make up any more excuses but i still feel really sad, depressed, hurt, abnormal right now. i just told my mom that i won't go. okay just came here to vent. thanks for listening.
as you would've probably guessed already i have really bad social anxiety.

chris87 · Advanced User Joined: Jul 09, 2008 Posts: 337

You probably should have posted this in the SA forum...