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SilverLiner
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 6:42 am    Post subject: FYI: I Hurt Too Reply with quote

Hey all Smile I just thought I'd share this song I wrote over the past couple of days. Special thanks goes to hermitt. I'd been a bit lost with the lyrics but thanks to our chat about SA I'd been in a better state of mind and finish it up a lot better. I'll try and record this in the next couple of days and stick it up Very Happy

FYI: I Hurt Too

Well it's dissection two thirty five and I just dont know anymore
If there's even a reason why I cant understand my own flaws.
One day I'll find out the depth of this cut.
Still don't know why I'm scared of being myself to anyone else
I feel like I like the thought of being misunderstood
Guess it's better than being hated for who I really am.

Although the tears are flowing, at least I know that there's something inside of me.
This anxiety's growing but I'll try to control it cos I refuse to waste away.

I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
You say 'stop being shy and lazy'.
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.

Part of me is glad that you can see right through me.
I can never be seen, never be hurt or ever be known.
All I'll ever be is the man I never was.
So in turn I'm sat here wondering who I could have been,
I could have been living it, loving it, liking all the things that I do and say.
If I'd have brought out the best in me.

Although the tears are flowing, at least I know there's something inside of me.
This anxiety's growing but I'll try to control it cos I refuse to waste away.

I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
They say 'stop being shy and lazy.'
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.

I'm sorry for your problems and what life had put you through.
But I wish you hadn't of taken it out on me because FYI: I hurt too.

I long to be free and maybe someday I'll fly and soar so high
Until then I'm barely walking.
Why can't I bring out the best in me?
You say 'stop being shy and lazy'.
Well done, I think you've cured me...but where is this new found glory?
You know nothing until you've seen the best in me.


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blubs
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PostPosted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 11:51 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Hi silverliner

I really like the line 'all I'll ever be is the man I never was'...........
it sums up how I feel alot (except substitute man for woman as I'm female!)
Do you write music with an accoustic guitar? How do we get to listen to it over the internet? (please excuse my technical stupidity) Embarassed

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PostPosted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 12:41 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

hey yeah, get your music online man

I got mine online at this place:

http://www.acidplanet.com/artist.asp?AID=291660&T=906

you can play a few songs just browsing, you can play them all if you join

you can put up quite alot of songs on there and people review them


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PostPosted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 2:08 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Aw thanks for the replies Very Happy I usually just write on my acoustic guitar. I have tried some full production songs but my 99p microphone doesn't make it sound all that good lol. I have a soundclick account but keep meaning to update it and put some new songs on it sometime. But thanks for reading and replying Very Happy

Remus - that's so cool you're in a band, I'm very jealous. I couldn't get any songs to play as I have this weird pop up blocker on comp. But I'll change comps later and try and give it a listen.


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PostPosted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 1:17 pm    Post subject: Re: FYI: I Hurt Too Reply with quote

Although the tears are flowing, at least I know that there's something inside of me.
This anxiety's growing but I'll try to control it cos I refuse to waste away.

just love those lines Very Happy you are a very tallented man. id love to be able to write like you do. yes very cool Wink

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