I've had enough, can you help me.

kc69 · Posted: Tue Jul 13, 2004 11:56 pm Post subject:

I've just really had enough and I'm determined that I am going to change things I don't want to look back on my life in a few years and realise that I've held myself back from doing things that I enjoy.

Coming here has turned me around,earlier on I was in one of my really bad phases but im feeling a ittle better so while im feeling reasonably ok im going to try and keep it going for as long as I can and if I go back down again which I know is inevitable Im going to do my best to try and turn it around.

Just a quick question I get really nervous when I'm in a shop at the till and I get worried that people are starring at me and when I was really bad I used to start shaking I mean really shaking, I used to grab the reciept as fast I could so people wouldn't see me shaking and try and get out of the shop as fast as possible does anyone else get this (trust me that wasn't the alcohol I'm not that bad Laughing

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This forum has really given me some hope, so tomorrow I'm going to drag my unemployed ass to the job centre and some employment agencies and make a start (a good friend who I almost alway feel relaxed with has promised she'd go with me) weather I want to or not, I might not get any work but it's a start. Razz

best of luck to everyone

kc

nervousGuest · Guest

[quote="kc69"]@nervous do you ever meet anybody through you'r hobbies or go out somewhere to do some drawing. Are you any good on the piano? I trying to learn to play the guitar, I'm crap but I enjoy it (musics good for you it takes you'r mind off things).[quote]

In forums, yes. There's a fine arts forum called WetCanvas. People are very nice there. All you can find there are compliments.

In fact I suck at piano - I am learning. But I am good at trombone. I am in a jazzband and IT'S SCARY TO PLAY SOLOS IN FRONT OF HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE!!!

I wish I could see a doctor. But unfortunately my mom doesn't let me because she doesn't believe in psychologists. Crying or Very sad

kc69 · Posted: Wed Jul 14, 2004 10:30 am Post subject:

would you feel compfortable going to a psychologist on you'r own? What about you'r band mates how do you get on with them, it must make you feel pretty good when you'r playing together.

nervousGuest · Guest

Thank you kc. Very Happy

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