Joined: Sep 30, 2004 Posts: 758 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Thu Jul 28, 2005 11:08 am Post subject:
I'm kind of feeling that nothing is worth the effort anymore. I'm tired of having to put so much energy into simple and mundane things. It's not that there isn't good stuff in life or that I can't find what I'm looking for. It's just I'm wondering if the results will justify the effort. Or if I have enough energy left to use. I don't really know lol.
Joined: Jul 07, 2005 Posts: 922 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Thu Jul 28, 2005 4:07 pm Post subject:
TY for the nice replies Black mamba and Master piece Made me smile
I'm feeling better today, I haven't screwed up in work for days, so I feel better about that. Still feeling a bit lonely though, haven't seen hardly any of my friends since college ended pretty much, which is making me feel low. Also, me and my boyfriend haven't seen much of each other lately, but I told him how I've been feeling lately, and he was supportive and said when I wanted to talk he would be there for me.
Still a tiny tiny bit down, but other than that, it's not a bad day today
Hugs to everyone feeling down
(Jenz, if ya want someone to chat to ya can add me to messenger if ya want evil_fairy200@hotmail.com, I love getting added to people's messengers, no idea why though :p)
Joined: Mar 24, 2005 Posts: 88 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2005 8:04 pm Post subject:
I'm feeling hyper and anxious cos i've got some awful life decisions to make and I pretty much know that I'm going to make the wrong one (it's the easier option) and my parents are on my case about me being me and argghhh!
Joined: Apr 23, 2005 Posts: 945 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Sat Jul 30, 2005 12:08 am Post subject:
Good luck with the desicions you have to make clairet...
As for how im feeling, depressed, frustrated and generaly just fucked off with the world, every day just seems to be the same, same shit different day sort of thing
Joined: Aug 01, 2005 Posts: 1 Location: United States of America
Posted: Mon Aug 01, 2005 2:47 am Post subject:
jenz wrote:
hi all.. im new here! first post! ...ive read some of your personal stories and I can soo relate to them... it is an everyday struggle and it's hard to make people understand that is not somthing you can make dissapear quickly ...i wish it could ....I can especially relate to Maya's post..in my case ..i have a sister (not even a friend) who helps me get out there and get some kind of a social life...its better than no one at all I guess...But i am afraid of what my life will be like if I don't change..because I don't know anybody other than my family... they make me feel normal but when Im out doing normal everyday things I feel like the world is judging me...school and work has always felt like a pain too.. it just feels so hard to relate to someone....I guess thats why Im here I need to talk to people who understand ...instead of keeping it to myself..Im an average 24 yrold but I don't feel that way. My shyness has affected every aspect of my life school work socializing,friendships, relationships etc. By the way are there any hispanics on here that can relate?(not discriminating)
talk to me people!!! I need someone to talk, to you need someone to talk to I am officially your friend lets ease some of our anxiousness!
This is my first time on this site and my first post. Reading your post made me want to reply. I'm also a hispanic that can relate pretty much to what you wrote. I've been dealing with social anxiety since I started college last year. At first I didn't know what it was but found out a month or two later. I just turned 19 and I definitely want to get rid of the social anxiety that I sometimes experience. I just finished reading about some other people's experiences on the site and I guess I don't have it as bad as some do, but I hate that uncomfortable feeling where you just feel real out of place. Then once your out of that situation you feel normal but your mind keeps thinking about it and it takes a while to just let it go. I also hate how doing simple things that should take like two seconds end up taking a lot longer. Anyway, just wanted to post something on this site and say hi.
Joined: May 09, 2005 Posts: 1409 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2005 7:08 am Post subject:
grumblina wrote:
Hmm Mamba, well... I'd have to say: going through the attic or gardening.
Hehe nope I was riding a motorbike for 6 hours straight. At the start of my lesson it was cold, raining, bike was vibrating quite violently at the hadnlebars, I couldn't control the bike anyway and kept making mistakes with the instructor's goddam radio in my ear pin pointing exactly where I went wrong.
Boy I just wanted to go home, jump in bed and cry myself stupid! It was horriblé! But I kept at it, progressed a little throughout the day. 2nd day today - butterflies are kicking in.
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