Joined: Feb 10, 2005 Posts: 1831 Location: United States of America
Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 1:41 am Post subject: warning, alot of profanity in this one. open with care
well it's 8:30 on a wednesday night and it's been a week since i've here from the guy i met on the internet that i met for the first time when we went on a date last... i don't know what day last week. and we've barely talked online since.
he works alot. and it's exam time. did i mention he's a GREAT GREAT guy?? i thought we both had a great time - i did!! and i got the signals from him that he was feelin it too. i stayed at his appartment til 3:30 in the morning - we didn't even see the movie we were supposed to go to! and we just talked.
i can take a fucking "no". just don't ignore me. i feel like a stalker b/c i've invited him to do things and he either says it's a good idea and something comes up or he isn't online anymore.
fuck fuck FUCK
what the fuck are you thinking?? if you want me to leave you alone TELL ME. don't leave me hanging!!! i can move on. i'll be ok! just don't fucking kiss my forehead and OFFER to massage me and cuddle and all that sappy shit if you aren't interested!!
i'm so tired of being single. 3 years is a long time and i got used to the comfort and it's been 6 months since i've had a bf and i knowi have better things to bitch about but right now it's the only thing on my mind b/c dammit i'm fucking frustrated.
why the hell isnt it easier to find a fucking job so i can get my own fucking apartment with one fucking cat so i can live by my fucking self and live my own fucking life and do my own fucking thing.
if there was a scream button on here i'd hit it.
arrrrrrrgh!!!
i'm frustrated with everything right now. that's not all that's going on, it's all i feel like bitching about right now. so there. i'm done. over and out.
Joined: Aug 21, 2005 Posts: 418 Location: Australia
Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 2:00 am Post subject:
Wow, I just learnt a new word
Seriously, Chilling, this guy sounds like he doesnt know what he wants, its a real wtf situation. I reckon you should play it and go on some dates with other guys and just enjoy the fact you can. This guy, if he is interested will have to make a play for you if he sees he might lose you to someone else.
Good luck with it!.
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sounds kinda like my situation not too long ago... i met the perfect guy(or so i thought)...he gave me more attention than anyone ever had before, he told me he loved me(liar!), we spent every weekend together and every weekday he called me multiple times, told me i was beautiful every day(another lie), everything seemed perfect...for once in my life i thought i had actually found happiness and somebody who really cared about me(he even mentioned helping me move to the town where he lives so we could be closer--he was going to pay a big portion of my rent at an apartment and he was going to get me a job with him...so he said anyway...he was full of shit), but i was wrong. all of a sudden he just decides to start ignoring me. kinda like you said, i can take being turned down...i would have understood(still would have been disappointed but at least i would be more understanding if the asshole would TELL me what was going on) if he had just called me or emailed me and told me he found someone else, or that things just weren't working out for him...but noooo...instead he just decides to never speak to me again. The last night I heard from him was a Sunday night...we had spent the weekend together. When I got home I called him and before we hung up he told me he loved me, missed me, and that he would call me the next morning before I left for work...and I haven't heard from him since. Immediately when I didn't hear from him, I knew something was wrong...cause when he said he was going to call, he always did...no matter what. So by that night I knew he was gone forever...I still tried calling him though, and emailing him...he never would answer my calls or even my emails. And he still signs online EVERY day....actually he signs on alot more now than he did when we were dating. He was hardly online at all then... So I know he's either found someone else or he's looking for someone else. Probably both. Stupid asshole
I have nude pictures of him(he was an idiot for sending those to me if he's going to treat me like shit). I'm seriously thinking about posting them ALL OVER the internet to get back at him...possibly on gay personals sites and posting his email address, too. People shouldn't fuck with me if they dont want me to do something mean back. I'm evil. So I want to do something to get back at him...
and in my final email to him, since he wouldn't answer my calls...i told him to just reply saying SOMETHING(anything) if he ever cared at all. and he never did reply. so that proves that he lied about EVERYTHING. i wish i could see him now. i'd pick up something heavy and knock him out with it.
Joined: Feb 10, 2005 Posts: 1831 Location: United States of America
Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 3:35 am Post subject:
damn girl, that's rough, i don't blame you for wanting to kill him. that's so insensitive
you don't need him, anyone that can drop you that quick had other motives. i'm sorry darlin, there will be someone else in your future, hindsight 20/20
hope everything gets better, i just hate he's out to do it to another girl...
I don't want to kill him. I want to make him suffer...for a very long time. He mentioned tying his best friend's girlfriend naked to a tree because she cheated on him...that's what I think he deserves to have done to him...and more.
Thanks... *hugs* for you too...and I hope everything gets better for you, with your situation too. and yeah I wish I could somehow warn the other girls. I hope he finds one he really likes, the way I liked him...and I hope she does to him what he done to me.
There's no one else in my future though...I'm meant to be alone.
there's too much estrogen in here. must add male hormones... without getting mutilated. sorry to hear about ya'll luck with the guys. but sooner or later you'll find a nice one. you'll just have to weed thru the crappy ones.
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and go on some dates with other guys and just enjoy the fact you can. This guy, if he is interested will have to make a play for you if he sees he might lose you to someone else.
