Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 12:13 am Post subject: self harm
r u even allowed to talk about this kind of stuff on here? anyway who cares, i basically just wanted to know if there are any other cutters out there because i feel i cannot stop, i dont go deep, just enough to hurt myself and feel the pain. i dont know why i do it , it kind of makes me feel sort of free and its like i have control. also, see those who do self harm here, does anyone around u know about it, like friends or family? because no one knows that i do it, and i go to great trouble to hide my cuts so no one notices, i would be so embarassed if anyone was to find out, i think i would die. some of my friends brand cutters as "weirdo's" or "attention seekers" so there is no way they could find out as they just wouldnt understand.
Yes i cut,my left arm is covered in cuts and scars,my legs have scars on them to,i do try to hide it but my mother allready knows so im not to bothered around her but people like my dad and uncles etc i dont like them to know.Doesnt help when my mother tells them what i do makes me so angry as it makes me feel like some sort of freak! i dont do it for attention,but i do get a sense of relief and momentary control over my feelings,its brief but at the time its worth it.Even tho for many years to come i will have scars on my body from it
Joined: Dec 05, 2005 Posts: 113 Location: Singapore
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 6:10 am Post subject:
i cut myself to vanish my anger.. it really helps.. but i do not go to the extreme such as cutting in too deep.. whenever my anger surface, i'll most probably throw things around and my room will end up like as though an elephant just step in, so to prevent that somehow last year i took a pen knife or scissors or anything sharp and cut myself.. i'll stop when i've felt enough pain.. my mother saw it once but i lied to her and she ate it..
Joined: Jun 25, 2005 Posts: 410 Location: Pennsylvania
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 6:13 am Post subject:
it seems stupid to me to inflick harm to ur self their r ppl that r alot worse off no family no home not knowing if they will have a meal or place to sleep think of the shit that u do have i mean yea anger sux but cuting isnt the answer
Joined: Dec 05, 2005 Posts: 113 Location: Singapore
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 6:39 am Post subject:
Yup it's been more than two months or so since i cut myself.. i tried really hard to concentrate on other things rather than doing harm to myself.. but sometimes it's just so fucking tempting especially when i'm getting mad!
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i dont do it for attention,but i do get a sense of relief and momentary control over my feelings,its brief but at the time its worth it.Even tho for many years to come i will have scars on my body from it 
