I shouldve been a jerk

JWH · Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 1:43 pm Post subject:

Trinity over here has gotten in some trouble, you may want to read up on that.

You know, I've always wanted to go bush. City living is just stifling.

silgado106 · Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 2:24 pm Post subject:

Omg, what kind of sick people ALLOW these things to happen? It's not only those who do it, those people are horrible, but then those that just let it happen or laugh? I think these people are disgusting, and I can't believe these things happen just like that Sad

Guest · Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 9:26 pm Post subject:

Horatio. I had tell i wouldnt come back. I don't belong. but my case is rather extensive and i wont go on details. but your case deserves at least a chance to the truth. You can see one reply of mine in "Can't take this anymore" post, for far info about me.

So well. Horatio, you need to forget, because you obviously want to. unless im nort right. just as prisoners that had been in torture need to forget about stuff. Now the brain allows this, but you need to give it new and harder experiences.

You can try THC, You seem pretty intelligent and strong enough to handle a marijuana habit. this won't take your loneliness, but it will bring new experiences to your brain. these experiences will depend on dosage and mood before smoking. You can also try something else but the physical addiction can get worse.

Why, im posting this? because mood affects moods. by reading your post, you are seting me in a mood. i have enough confidence to tell you to go get a habit of marijuana because it will take you to see some events in a different point of view. Just try to set you a goal before starting with the habit. remember to see the phenomena. SEE. and i sense you have high observation skills.

I am evil, Horatio. i dont expect you to try or dig this. or even like my persona. When i say i am evil, this is of course an exaggeration. But im studying right now the holes in evil. what brings good from evil. evil attracts more evil. i would say thats for sure. but spontaneus good is just an idea. and we are full of ideas.

All this text... just an idea.

Guest · Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 9:30 pm Post subject:

and btw: the idea about goin walkin on the road or wathever was it ( i can't copy it right now ), is a good idea, i have think about it, but im too grounded in here. and im afraid i like money.

Tirta · Posted: Thu Nov 11, 2004 5:33 am Post subject:

Wow, youre story is like the movie i watch (Bang-bang youre dead). It's horribel when people treat you like that, I don't think people in Indonesia do think like that? or maybe i don't know anything.

LilMissTragic · Expert User Joined: Sep 05, 2004 Posts: 803

If you WERE that jerk i'd avoid you like the plague and so would a million other people!

tommy_15 · Advanced User Joined: Nov 16, 2004 Posts: 351

after reading all that, all i can say is im sorry you were treated that way.

Maybe you can try looking at it from another angle. It was nothing personal. Thats how the world is, whether your a kid, adolescent, or an adult in the real world. Its a dog eat dog world, and its about survival of the fittest.

These guys could see that you were shy, or weak, or wouldnt defend yourself, and so they belted you because they felt it was entertaining. Its more a law of nature, and of human nature, than it was a personal attack on you.

I hope that dosnt make you feel worse Horatio, im just trying to help.

But your an adult now, you can be independent. Its a big world out there, there are many different kinds of people to meet and things to do, this could be a chance for you to meet people that will accept you for who you are.

Im sure you have some great qualities, and im sure there are people out there that will appreciate them.

Guest · Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2004 3:16 am Post subject:

Sucks to be you.