it definatly is a release valve, especially for me because im one fo those people that takes alot to cry, im not normally emotional and after crying you always tend to feel much better
Joined: Jul 14, 2006 Posts: 633 Location: Australia
Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 2:03 am Post subject:
I cry all the time, over every little thing, I cry when people look at me like I'm stupid, I cry when I can't do the things I want to do, and I cry for the life I should have, I cry when I see "Normal" people complaining how bad their lives are, don't they realise how lucky they are? Why do the most selfish and ungrateful people have everything?
i cna understand exactly how you feel, people that have been so so mean to me seem to be so much more of a person than me, but in reality i can see that i can be one of those people living life to the full to, life is what you make of it and someday you will be a very happy person i can garrantee it. i know how hard it is, and how hard life can be it's a shame how much people take things for granted isn't it.
I think crying is necessary to release pains, frustrations, bad emotions, etc.
It is difficult for me to cry, because i cannot do it and i need to.
i cry inside, but tears don' t come out.
Joined: Apr 08, 2007 Posts: 3 Location: Townsville, Australia
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 11:40 am Post subject:
hi..... i just tried going to my first party in a LONG time (maybe over 2 years i dont know), and the only person i knew was the one who was hosting the party...
i didn't last long.. as soon as i got there i felt horrible, and after about 45mins of staring at the ground and afraid to look at anyone's face, i told the guy that i was going home... so i did.. and proceeded to start crying in the car.....
i knew this would happen because i only knew one person at the party......
ive been playing table tennis for 6 months too... when i first went to the game nights, i was again too scared to talk to anyone and i looked at the ground.. it took me a few weeks before i finally asked someone to practise playing with me.... over the years i did build up some confidence for parties and such, but in the past couple of years, i have had no friends at all, and the social phobia has built up immensely again.... i just got over my bad bad depression last year, and ive had a heap of other mental health problems too...
i read this forum and it seems like you guys are all like me!!. yayaya
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