Have you Ever Cut?

jayy2k7 · Newbie User Joined: Feb 01, 2007 Posts: 7 Location: uk

ii cut my self when i feel there is too much presure on the inside i see it as a release but it dont make me feel any better, but to know atleast theres something to me is better than having nout about you, i get depressed about not being able to enjoy a normal life where i can go out with mtes a little time before christmas i grabed my brothers samuri sword and hacked into my arms with it, then i got eally drunk and rode my bike down a steap flite of stairs smashing my face into the ground,

it seems cutting myself is the only thing i can do that gives me a sence of realism otherwise i just feel empty just completely void

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Number1usjoe · Intermediate User Joined: Aug 05, 2006 Posts: 199

I never thought of cutting ever. I think cutting is really seperate from sa.

I have felt hopeless but never suicidal.

Toad · Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 9:21 pm Post subject:

Emma · Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 10:42 am Post subject:

I used to take the blades out of pencil sharpeners and cut myself with them, so now I have scars on my arm that I tell people are scratches from the cat (sorry to my cat, Pybus) anyway I haven't done it in awhile and I was in a really angry mood the other day, so I went to the supermarket in search of pencil sharpeners, and you wouldn't believe it, but there were none there at all,usually there are tonnes, but they had no sharpeners at all, is that a sign that I should never cut myself again or what? I also went to another one and they had none either Shocked

mienaino · Intermediate User Joined: Jan 18, 2007 Posts: 120

To answer the original question:
I used to, for several years, ending in late 2003, culminating in a suicide attempt that I don't know how I survived. The human body is remarkably resilient. I have worn long sleeves ever since (even through the hot summers where I live). I have considered scar revision surgery, but I will have to wait until I can afford it, which may be more than a decade from now. In fact, I've become so paranoid of people seeing my scars (which are still very prominent and take up about half the space on my arms), that I can hardly move, due to anxiety, when I am not wearing long sleeves.
To anyone who does cut, I recommend avoiding any exposed skin, because even if it seems like a good idea for other people to see your scars, you will probably not think so later, and the odds are you'll still be around later to care. Slashing your abdomen sides hurts more anyway.

Marvolo · Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 1:25 pm Post subject:

How many cutters here! Shocked

I've never cut myself despite of some depressive moods and I'll never do it, too. I can't imagine if I could do something like that!

And also suicide - I can't understand how the fear of death can be less than the will of ending even the biggest depressive suffering...

And I would probably pass out / faint when doing it - brrr - even when I have my blood downloaded with a syringe on the blood tests, I always turn my head away not to watch it... Confused

qwerty77 · Newbie User Joined: Apr 13, 2007 Posts: 45

Danfalc · Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 8:01 pm Post subject:

fabolous · Newbie User Joined: Apr 14, 2007 Posts: 4

i cut frequently...every day even if im not depressed, i know i'll still get depressed a while after slashing my wrists Rolling Eyes

lyn · Newbie User Joined: Apr 14, 2007 Posts: 16 Location: MASS

I started cutting last year, but they were very minor cuts. About a month ago i began cutting again and i have found my cuts have been getting deeper and longer and i cant seem to stop. I always get urges to do it and its the only thing thatamkes me feel ebtter. I dont know what to do.