i hate that i dont have a job
i cant stand wen ppl tell me there going to work.
i cant stand when ppl tell me their going out (like to places)
i cant stand when people say that there going to a club/party
i cant stand when people say they found their soul mate/lover
i cant stand being nervous and anxious all the time when im at (school/driving/playing sports/in class/around a lot/little people)
i cant stand when people tell me they had a awesome day
i cant stand that i cant go to a store or gym without being anxious whos going to be there and who im going to have to talk to if anyone.
i hate when i procrastinate and dont do what i planned on doing because of anxiety.
i cant stand when i look at people and they say their life is so messed up when i just wish if i didnt have anxiety it would be fulfilling.
Joined: Sep 04, 2006 Posts: 19 Location: In the wrong place in time...
Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 2:22 pm Post subject:
I think because I've been in this state for so many years that it may be the reason that I complain and complain about everything that nothing to do with me.
I don't seem to complain about anything old and things I enjoy. I don't even complain about the food I eat, even though it's almost the same thing every day for years.
But I seem to love to complain about anything that's brand new, I complain about new software and how they make the old ones seem useless, and how people today take everything for granted.
I don't openly complain about my problems, I complain to myself about them. I don't think anyone wants to bother with my list of personal troubles.
I guess I like complaining because I'm tired and fed up of everything.
_________________ I know that I Hate Myself...
I know that I Should Get a Life...
I know that I Should Move On...
I KNOW WHERE I WENT WRONG!!!
I don't complain too much because I don't like the attention. I don't want people to think that I'm looking for sympathy. I usually keep it all inside, which hurts more I think, but writing it out helps. I do open up to certain people.
When I started going to therapy she was digging so hard, I actually felt bad because I really wasn't talking too much! I felt like I was making her job really hard. Finally I gave in, and it still feels awkward for me to open up, not just about complaints, but about things in general.
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