Lifesnotfair, one day i hope you experience deep love. Its a wonderful feeling and no matter what you say it cant be knocked. Obviously you have yet to experience it.
I think Lifesnotfair needs to be venting to a really good pychiatrist who might be able to help him past his hostilties and resentment?
He reminds me so much of "Crashmodem" with the same unhealthy outlook on life, and Crash never would seem to take heed to any of the good advice he was given or do anything to make things better for himself. It was almost as if he was hoping one of us here at the forum would email him some magic 'fairy dust' to make things better for him. If I had that dust, I'd not only use it for myself, but I'd give you some Lifesnotfair, and spread it around here at the forum, too. I'm not saying you aren't justified for your feelings Lifesnotfair-- hurt and rejection are horrible things to live and deal with and I think your emotions are defending YOU the best that they can, but never the less, they are still not healthy emotions, and you need to talk to a professional to help you, other wise, it could be a even longer lonely, bitter life for you. You could become the modern day Scrooge!
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