My life is messed up and I think about suicide alot recently

MarCPatt · Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2005 7:57 pm Post subject:

I am so happy for you MadCat. Reading stories like yours give me hope for myself and other's in situations like this. I was also thinking of ending it all at many points throughtout my life, and am thankful I didn't and that I had a husband that never gave up on me. My mother is dead, and when she was alive she was abusive, so I think your mother is your blessing, just like my husband has been mine. Do not listen to the people that are negative and try to bring you down. I get a lot of those nasty people myself too. But I am learning to ignore them and just enjoy the wonderful people like my husband, and the beauty of life in general.

Very Happy

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MadCat · Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 2:46 pm Post subject:

Thanks MarCPatt. I'm glad that me making progress is able to help other people. I Just hope that when I am alot better I can also try to help others who are in my situation. It feels like a week ago that I first saw the two people but it was on Thursday. Funny how time shoots by!

Guest · Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 9:58 pm Post subject:

Exactly same position as you dude , i play games alot what do you play mostly?

im on everquest,world or warcraft and counter strike mainly these days

MadCat · Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 10:37 pm Post subject:

Diablo II and alpha tester in Guild Wars.

I used to play Everquest for 3 years but couldn't afford it anymore so I had to quit.

Guest · Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2005 12:32 pm Post subject:

i play diablo 2 lod ladder whats your acc name , i play on europe softcore. My account is Toddster

MadCat · Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 2:18 pm Post subject:

USEast Hardcore Ladder

acc: mc2k1

louise82 · Guest

Hi MadCat,

I've just seen your posts today and just wanted to say that your posts really touched me, I feel for you deeply. I am so happy that your getting help and I wish you luck for the future.

Stay strong Very Happy

All The Best x

Louise (uk, Manchester)

pitkreet. · Guest

Hi MadCat,

I've also just read through this thread today and it was truly amazing and uplifting to see the massive change in your plight, from one of despair and thoughts of ending it all, to one of real hope.

It's quite amazing to see such an important chapter in someone's life unfold on this forum. Hey, maybe in 5 years time, when your life is bringing you more than you could have hoped for, this thread will still exist somewhere in the depths of the database and you can look back and read the record of such an important time in your life.

It's great that you have a positive outlook on life now. I really hope that things go well for you, and your mother and sister.

MadCat · Posted: Sun Feb 20, 2005 3:20 am Post subject:

Ty both.

Things are kind of moving along slowly. The main thing to get sorted out is some money and then work on my disorders and stuff after that.

On Tuesday next week there are 2 people coming out to see me to help me fill in the forms properly and also to gather more information on myself to get the best treatment for me.

I've decided that I will never do this with meds, so we'll see what options are out there for me.

Obviously I am scared but not as scared as the first introduction to humans last thursday.

It's very hard for me but I am 100% going to get through this. I am going to be proud of myself at the end.

Guest · Posted: Sun Feb 20, 2005 10:19 am Post subject:

Not only will you be proud of yourself in the end, but you will also realize that-- "the end"-- will actually be approx. the middle of your brand new wonderful BEGINNING.

What a great example you have been to all of us!

Keep up the excellent work and best of luck to you!