Im so pissed off with this.. All i do is run my life with worrys, i feel most people are out to get me... like most people know me and in some way, i must of upset them some how, or maybe upset someone they know, so now they hate me... and want to hurt me...
Im scared of fighting and scared of fighting back...
Its controls everything in my life.... excuse after excuse to get out of going doing anything....I worry about things that happened years ago and am starting to get a little stressed with it.....
sorry about my first post,but it feels good to get it off my chest!!!!
feeling very scared, i have to do a presentation tomorrow at college. I dont no how im going to get through it. i hope i dont start pancking, blubbing and then make a complete idiot of myself.
I have bought some bach rescue remedy, i dont no if it works, i have never used it before but im going to give it a go.
wish me luck guys
Im really sad My mom is being really mean to me. I have absolutley no control over my life. I hardly ever cry and she MADE ME CRY!!! Why does my life have to be so damn difficult? to teach me to be grateful?
All life is doing for me right now is making me sad, depressed, lonely, anxious, and a very angry person.
I know I have to get a job to pay bills and rent. But when your depressed and crap its kinda hard to find the strength to do that.
Joined: Apr 23, 2005 Posts: 842 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Wed Apr 02, 2008 1:46 am Post subject:
SleepingBeauty wrote:
Im really sad My mom is being really mean to me. I have absolutley no control over my life. I hardly ever cry and she MADE ME CRY!!! Why does my life have to be so damn difficult? to teach me to be grateful?
All life is doing for me right now is making me sad, depressed, lonely, anxious, and a very angry person.
I know I have to get a job to pay bills and rent. But when your depressed and crap its kinda hard to find the strength to do that.
Awrr.. i know ya probaly just wanted to vent and probaly didnt want someone to reply.Maybe your Mum is just trying to do what she thinks is best for you?... its hard for other people to understand,and they dont realise pushing us into stuff makes it worse.
It can get better you know,i struggled at home for various reasons and my Dad wasnt exactly supportive.But your not going to be at home forever if you dont want to be and then you will have more controll and be able to do things at your own pace.Try and keep ya chin up i know its hard.
Really weird day today. People seem to be paying me loads of attention which feels weird. One particular man at work seems very friendly, maybe a bit over friendly which freaks me out.
Really weird day today. People seem to be paying me loads of attention which feels weird. One particular man at work seems very friendly, maybe a bit over friendly which freaks me out.
LOL... like some sort of twilight zone. I know I have passed through that too.
OMG! Got so embarrassed at work today. A man who keeps paying me attention said really loudly in front of everyone, 'nice arse by the way' to me. Everyone laughed, I got really embarrassed and went scarlett red. Now paranoid that what I'm wearing is highlighting my bum or something......Off to find a sack to wear for the rest of today.
Joined: Feb 27, 2008 Posts: 180 Location: Western Australia
Posted: Thu Apr 03, 2008 3:35 pm Post subject:
^^^
Thats but almost anybody would be embarrassed by that tbh. When it happens to us, it is even worse though =(
Today went downhill at work today. At the end of the day I felt so nervous about other people judging me, that I wanted to get the hell out of there. Two more days of it now. Im considering cutting back my workload, the job is getting harder, and the new management pays more attention to what I do. Somethings gonna give I think. _________________ http://nexusofkhaos.blogspot.com (My SA Blog)
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but almost anybody would be embarrassed by that tbh. When it happens to us, it is even worse though =(