Joined: Aug 08, 2005 Posts: 190 Location: United States of America
Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2005 4:38 am Post subject:
Actually, I wish it would do that for me...cuz for me, i get majorly depressed when I SHOULD be HAPPY. I'll be having a good time, life is okay for the time being, then BOOM, i just thought of a million things that suck. And the happiness is gone.
I've noticed my depression is caused by my anxiety as well. My doctor prescribed Paxil, one of the side-effects is anxiety. Great..thanx. She's wants me to stick it out for another month to see if this will change.
I'm getting so frustrated.
Been sitting around, not doing anything for awhile now, which is depressing enough. I know I'm being impatient and putting pressure on myself to get back out there and work. However I hate being broke and reliant on my partner for everything. I feel so guilty that he has to take care of things and I don't feel like i'm there for him when he needs it. He's incredibly supportive, but still, I wouldn't appreciate it.
Sorry for rambling, i've been so pent up in here that i'm such a chatty little freak on the posts. Being anonymous and able to get this stuff out is a godsend.
im kind of new to depression, i just realized about a month ago that is what's wrong with me. today was the worst ever i can't quit crying and its for no reason, i have nothing to cry about and i feel so bad because i have nothing to be depressed about and i know people that have pretty bad lives and they are so happy. i wish that i would love myself as much as i love my family.
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