Regrets

Chilling__Echo · Posted: Tue Dec 06, 2005 2:09 pm Post subject:

wow olivier25 - that broke my heart! i'm glad you're picking up the pieces though, you've got your whole life ahead of you. it's really tough starting over. best of luck to you Wink

but you have a great attitude about it, all we can do is look to the future and make the best of it.

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LittleMissScareAll · Expert User Joined: Jun 15, 2005 Posts: 713 Location: Hell

I regret ever being born. If I could, I would go back and tell my mom not to ever have a kid.

Olivier25 · Newbie User Joined: Nov 20, 2005 Posts: 22

well i ll take this as compassion.

actually i have this "attitude" as you say out of necessity.

and im not saying im all positive.
Life is hard and i feel bad often.
Part of the process. i mean i cant be satisfied with my life
right now. No one in their right mind would.

Still i dont dwell on it, out of necessity as i said.

maybe its different for diferent people but for me
i couldnt stand laying in my shit like that.

It was more(too much) painful to dwell on stuff
then to have "a good attitude" which is merely
deciding not to feel so bad.

Little Miss Scare All, why dont you jump in
and say a few thing thats on your mind and in your life....

Olivier

lostboi · Intermediate User Joined: Nov 19, 2005 Posts: 137

I regret not learning what the hell was wrong with me when I was in Jr. highschool. Then maybe highschool wouldnt have sucked so badly and I wouldn't be alone right now. I guess I regret not having had more self confidence. I need to gain it and put my SA in check. Maybe hanging out here will help me do that. Maybe not.

My life has been a stream of endless regrets
perhaps some day I will look back and see something else.
I hope.

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LibertadIlusoria · Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 2:49 am Post subject:

Ayla · Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 3:37 am Post subject:

Here's the thing. There are a lot of things I did in my life that I probably shouldn't have, and wouldn't have it I didn't have SA, but...

now I'm 22 and as a result of many crazy life choices I have a beautiful nine month old baby girl. I may not be where I should be, or where most university students are...but I love her, and she's the reason why I'm facing my problems and the reason why I'm ultimately going to overcome my SA. So, long story short, no regrets.

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Tseng · Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 9:37 pm Post subject:

I only have one regret, leaving school early and not sitting any exams. However I do realise that I couldn't have done anything else at the time and that overall it wans't really that important. I just wish I had something to show for that five years of hell... besides the SA of course Laughing

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Booger · Newbie User Joined: Dec 13, 2005 Posts: 10

I probably have alot of regrets but I think the things that happend to me and the things I did in my past need to be looked at and then burried, it's time to build a new me even if I hate myself suicide isn't an option in my mind because it's not fair for my family, so really just staying buisy and finding things that you enjoy (besides drugs of corse) is really the way to go. Very Happy

Oddball · Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 6:36 am Post subject:

5 years ago I was laying in bed crying, I remember telling myself to stop talking to everybody because you're just going to embarass yourself even more and ever since then I've been getting worse with my SA... I regret choosing to live like this.

longlivesolitude · Intermediate User Joined: Dec 11, 2005 Posts: 127

Hmm.. I think you have to remember your faults to be able to change if you experience the same situation again. Else you would keep making the same mistakes on and on. But of course it doesn't help to be sad about the past all the time.

Personally, I wish I had learned about my SA many years ago. Or at least I wish i hadn't lived such a isolated life with a computer for so many years. Hmm.. that's probably a prove that there won't be invented a timemachine as long as I live, because else my future self would have traveled back in time and spoke some wise words with me as a kid.