i hate telemarketers dammit. they're the only people who call me. and ever since i put myself on the "do not call list", they seem to be calling more!! i guess it takes 30 days for them to stop calling. so it seems like there all trying to call now before they're time is up! stupid people. i dont even answer the phone anymore because of them. they call all the time. morning and night. and this might sound dumb, but everytime the phone rings now (which is a lot) i start to panic a little
I have known two of the people who I work with for more than five months. FIVE MONTHS, and I'm only starting to feel slightly comfortable with them. If it all goes tits up right now, I will never see them again. I at least want to get to know them a bit more. I am pissing the chance away because I am scared and I don't know what the hell I'm doing.
Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 3:21 am Post subject: mm yes i do
I have wasted 16 years of my life.
My life is not going to get any better.
If only my parents weren't so old fashion.
It is not fair, i am a good person i dont understand why i am suffering so much...............
Well right now i am trying to file for unemployment cause...well i have to.
But it is NOT easy. Its asking for the address of the last place i work. and i dont know if they want the address where my check came from or where i actually worked. cause my check came from somewhere else.
and then it asks for my supervisors whole name. I dont even know who my supervisor was!!!! And I really dont wanna have to call my job up to ask who it was cause thats kinda embarrissing and then ill have to tell them its because im filing for unemployment! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!?????? I just need money to feed my cats....why is this so difficult??
And also, i have these really bad zits all over my face that look disgusting! im gonna have to pop them cause otherwise im gonna be worried about them exploding all day... hahaahaa, wow thats gross
It never fails. whenever im really really craving a cigarette, theres none around! Just had my last one the other day and now im all out. This ALWAYS happens. And it always happens at a time that I cant get more. i mean ya i could walk 15 minutes to walgreens, but i dont live in a good neighborhood and my SP also stops me from going.
And cigs are bad bad bad, but i really do want one. but at the same time im kinda glad i cant get my hands on any. i dont wanna die from cancer!
but ya i still want some...trying to think of an evil plan right now to get some, lol
I want to talk to someone on MSN but they're not there or just wondered off. It's like the person talks to me only when they feel like it. I'm not sure, maybe they have found a better life and doesn't need to talk to another social phobic anymore. Why do I have to get worked up over this? I don't even know the person. Why can't I feel happy for other SPs that are actually making improvements to their life? Why do I have to be such a jealous person and not doing anything about it? i don't know!!!
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cant believe you wrote about your diarrha haha ^^^^ just wanted to comment on that
hahaahaa, wow thats gross 
Why do I have to be such a jealous person and not doing anything about it? 
i don't know!!!